In love with an sp, what to do...

[mrsCALoki]

There are also a few here who don't believe your personal arrangement is true love either my dear (with all due respect sweet MrsCALoki).

I guessed that. But Terb member's opinions do not have much impact on me, him, or our life together.

I do not know of any sure fire test for true love, so I guess it is a moot point. I know and he knows that I am not here for financial reasons. I can easily afford to leave and have a party girl life on Miami beech for a few decades. I am here because he and being with him make me happy. I am pretty certain he is happy with me and having me with him. I get a warm glow just sitting and thinking about him. I know I am a better person because he is in my life, and I think he is a better person because I am in his. And sex is . So I think it is love. It was a weird and wonderful trip getting here, but I do believe in love.

 

[mrsCALoki]

Originally Posted by CapitalGuy
And we all feel incredibly sad for you. Because you are the saddest person on TERB.

This x 1000.

Oh my and I though ignore would save me from CapitalGuy's brilliant acidic version of wit. Oh well.

I will admit my life is not perfect. I am trapped in a world where I can only have 30 pairs of shoes with me. I never imagined that would ever be the biggest problem in my life.

I also have to spend long hours learning to skipper our boat, and doing assorted first mate chores. But everyone must do tasks around their home.

And of course never having to see snow except for fun is a horrible empty hole in my heart.

On a serious note, I do know that 10 to 15 years down the road life will take a huge turn, and I have no idea how I will deal with it. But why worry? Eventually everyone's spouse will get old. I will deal with it when it happens.

All in all I honestly cannot imagine I am that sad . I have a friend here who recently was T boned in a car crash and is continuous pain, another who is terrified she has breast cancer and is waiting for confirmation, a third who has tested positive for a very nasty disease, and a fourth who is having terrible family/$ issues. When I chat with them I feel incredibly lucky.


I wonder why CapitalGuy is so bitter and so enjoys attacking others?

 

[great bear]

Is Mrs Loki the daughter of Dick Cheney?

 

[papasmerf]

Is Mrs Loki the daughter of Dick Cheney?

for a moment I thought you referred to the hunter you you once loved

You said you always called him Dick Chain-me

 

[great bear]

for a moment I thought you referred to the hunter you you once loved

You said you always called him Dick Chain-me

When I was younger I used to get incredibly strong erections. So strong were the erections the only way I could hold them down was by wraping chain around my winkie and leg. One day I had this enormous erection, the chain broke and three people died of shrapnel wounds.

 

[papasmerf]

When I was younger I used to get incredibly strong erections. So strong were the erections the only way I could hold them down was by wraping chain around my winkie and leg. One day I had this enormous erection, the chain broke and three people died of shrapnel wounds.

well played my friend

So have you ever been in love with a SP for more than one hour at a time?

 

[great bear]

well played my friend

So have you ever been in love with a SP for more than one hour at a time?

Yes. One time the SP arrived 10 minutes early.

 

[dirkd101]

When I was younger I used to get incredibly strong erections. So strong were the erections the only way I could hold them down was by wraping chain around my winkie and leg. One day I had this enormous erection, the chain broke and three people died of shrapnel wounds.

That is priceless! Did you send flowers to their funerals?

 

[great bear]

That is priceless! Did you send flowers to their funerals?

Yes. the long stemmed type.

 

[ackack]

The winner of the auction with Latika and pal, can donate the time to azn.lover.
That session will probably change his thinking. Blow his MIND. It would mine.

 

[Tip-Drill]

I think I'm in love with an sp. I had such a special time with her. Now I can't wait to see her again. I know she's special because she's not the only sp I've seen, and nobody has made me feel this way before. It's not like I feel this way for every sp I saw. I couldn't stop thinking about her all this week and it's really bothering me now. What should I do?

Here's an excellent forum that deals with this same topic but it's very heavy going. However, some of the comments are extremely relevant and useful and they helped me to better understand the reality of the SP-client relationship in the context of my own addictions:

http://www.topix.com/forum/news/sex/TS3S14TG4EGCTQ2F3

azn.lover -- Good luck to you as you try to come to terms with your own addiction. I've been there and done that (more than once) but thankfully I'm back in the real world now.

By the way, there have been some amazingly insightful and erudite comments in this TERB thread from which we can all learn something!

 

[letsn0twastetime]

Wait a minute. I get turned on reading reviews of my fave, and when I see her, I use it as dirty talk to fuel the pounding I give her. (Yeah, I'm a bit of a freak - but I hear you loud and clear dude).

What can I say we're just $$$ to them LOL! Sure she shared this story about her childhood and relationship with her father but I'm sure that's a ready made story for the soft intellectual guy I am LOL... For someone else with the potty mouth she's probably telling you how she loved it when you split her open and had her moaning for more hehe...

 

[simon482]

Google tells me that a FLIR is some sort of thermal imaging camera. The only people who use sh*t like that are spies, police officers, etc.

Is Lord Loki a secret agent? Is Mrs. Caloki involved in some sort of Black Ops?

hmmmm

we had them mounted to our trucks at a company i used to work at. amazing for picking up animals when night driving. spot them several miles away. we went from losing 6-8 trucks a year to moose to 1.

 

[richaceg]

Make an offer....usually a bungalow in the 'burbs and an escalade on the garage would do it. you saw her mileage....let her see yours...

 

[mrsCALoki]

we had them mounted to our trucks at a company i used to work at. amazing for picking up animals when night driving. spot them several miles away. we went from losing 6-8 trucks a year to moose to 1.

It does not work for fish though. You do see dolphins though

 

[GPIDEAL]

I guessed that. But Terb member's opinions do not have much impact on me, him, or our life together.

I do not know of any sure fire test for true love, so I guess it is a moot point. I know and he knows that I am not here for financial reasons. I can easily afford to leave and have a party girl life on Miami beech for a few decades. I am here because he and being with him make me happy. I am pretty certain he is happy with me and having me with him. I get a warm glow just sitting and thinking about him. I know I am a better person because he is in my life, and I think he is a better person because I am in his. And sex is . So I think it is love. It was a weird and wonderful trip getting here, but I do believe in love.

The party girl life on Miami Beach would eventually be a lonely existence, just like hobbying for me without having an S.O.

You're lucky that you have the opportunity to make someone happy and he the same to you. Do find a hobby, charity or other vocation to take up your time instead of purely focussing on being his pride & joy - find something you can be passionate about other than just the relationship that he can support, nurture and encourage. It will both make your lives fulfilling and enrich your relationship.

 

[simon482]

It does not work for fish though. You do see dolphins though

no you won't see fish, it doesn't do water. yes you could see dolphins cuz they come up to the surface. i have seen moose in it from 5 miles away, it would also show me how long it has been since someone was on the road ahead of of me cuz if it wasn't long i could still see the heat from the tires on the road. it is an amazing tool for drivers to have. no so much with cars but with trucks that run way up north late at night when the animals are closest to the road.

 

[mrsCALoki]

no you won't see fish, it doesn't do water. yes you could see dolphins cuz they come up to the surface. i have seen moose in it from 5 miles away, it would also show me how long it has been since someone was on the road ahead of of me cuz if it wasn't long i could still see the heat from the tires on the road. it is an amazing tool for drivers to have. no so much with cars but with trucks that run way up north late at night when the animals are closest to the road.

It is amazing in the boat as well. When the radar picks up a signal it beeps and one of the cameras automatically point at it and puts it up on all the screens. Day or night, even through fog you can see what it is. We have a hand held one called a First Mate for use when on desk and docking.

You can even see people walking on the beach. This boat is a geek paradise.

 

[mrsCALoki]

The party girl life on Miami Beach would eventually be a lonely existence, just like hobbying for me without having an S.O.

You're lucky that you have the opportunity to make someone happy and he the same to you. Do find a hobby, charity or other vocation to take up your time instead of purely focussing on being his pride & joy - find something you can be passionate about other than just the relationship that he can support, nurture and encourage. It will both make your lives fulfilling and enrich your relationship.

I agree. I am trying to connect with one of the better universities and do some remote post graduate work on geriatrics. It could come in very handy

Once I have the access to the internet working I will be getting several dozen books forwarded into our library.

 

[GPIDEAL]

I agree. I am trying to connect with one of the better universities and do some remote post graduate work on geriatrics. It could come in very handy

Once I have the access to the internet working I will be getting several dozen books forwarded into our library.

Geriatrics is a big field, particularly in the area of dementia-related illnesses. Hey, it doesn't have to be a specific career. It could simply be gourmet cooking, gardening, painting, charity work, dancing, and other social causes. I'm sure the wife of an executive could also be involved in philanthropic causes that he supports.