MakeItSoNumber1 said:
I will overlook your poor assessment of my abilities concerning logic. However, you are likely correct about the neuroses and the EQ; if you mean EQ in a dynamic/intuitive sense. I am highly neurotic, I agree.
I would submit to you though, that my beliefs are not so fixed or rigid. In fact, one of the things that enables me to perform so well in science is an open mind and a disdain for rationalizations. I suppose if you knew me you would understand that I am quite self actualized and have many of the traits associated with an advance psyche from a humanistic perspective. I would say at this stage I am working on accepting people for who/what they are.
My problem is actually the opposite, I can often see truth easily and quite frankly it is very disturbing. Most people are able to essentially lie to themselves or have the institutions in society lie to them so that they can be happy. After all, happiness is just perspective. I would agree that this objectivity does not serve me well in my relationships with people. I am exceedingly good at being right and this has been recognized by the people around me but it is hard to be right and happy.
I know the kind of person you are and since you have had so much fun scanning me I suppose I will return the favor. University faculty is filled with people like you and almost every family physician I have met is like you as well; reasonably intelligent but quite secure in your beliefs. You also feel intrinsically superior to others, which is quite different from simply being aware of ones abilities. You focus on things like protocol or rules, rather than concepts or ideas; which is a way of sequestering power and maintaining it without having to process much information. People like you are very threatened by people like me, but the funny thing is that us neurotic types are the engine that drive innovation. This is because while you believe that you know everything, I am aware that I know very little and that as a human being my cognitive functions are spotty and unreliable. This makes my life unsure and I am in a constant state of cognitive dissonance. I suppose I envy people like you, sufficient intelligence to do whatever you want pretty much but low enough so that you are able to believe that the emperor has clothes. As a person with a background in clinical psychology you are quite abusive to someone you believe requires therapy.
There is something that I have learned about intelligence as a trait. If I were to brag about anything else: penis size, strength, speed, muscles or what have you there might be some level of abusive responses. People can forgive these kinds of abilities but growing up I learned that people hate intelligence as a trait in others. It makes sense because it is so important and I suppose it has been for some measure of our evolutionary history. It must be in the genes, perhaps a number of loci, to make sure it is never left out.
I am glad that I am not a fragile person, the abusive remarks have been off the chart. Perhaps in the near future some of you might want to obtain therapy for sociopathic or narcissistic disorders. Many also seem to have deep rooted insecurities/anger that do not bode well for your health in general.
I thank you for your responses though, they are the reason I asked the question on here. They were honest responses and were representative of a varied cross section of our (apparently angry) society.
I, as another poster also noted, can identify with some of what you have said here and in your initial post. I doubt that I am in your IQ range, but I also tend to see the world in some similar ways. I am seen as cynical when I see myself as skeptical, I am seen as lacking in emotion when I see myself as having a lot of insight into some of the social nuances around me, I am seen as someone who always goes "too deep" into almost any given topic, when I see myself as a generalist, I am seen as someone concerned with detail, when in my own mind I see myself as a "big picture" person. I can discuss almost any topic with someone who is expert in that field and come across as knowledgable...not necessarily expert, but at least able to converse. I am convinced that the "scientific method" loosely defined, is the only reliable way of understanding reality - and our perceptions of reality are, at best, clouded even so.
Your comment "exceedingly good at being right" made me laugh. That is exactly how my wife would describe me I'm sure. Exactly. I cannot resist setting the record straight, at correcting the story if there is an error in fact. And she is a great storyteller...and she never lets the facts interfere with a great story. Her exaggerations, and my reaction to them, have been a divisive issue in our relationship.
Counselling I/we have had brings out two aspects to this. First, I would like the counsellor to address why she exaggerates, and if something can be done to help that. But counsellors only seem puzzled by that...and address the issue of my reaction to it. And I have come to agree...whatever she says she owns, and is her problem, I can only deal with my own reaction and I need to lighten up.
With all of that you can judge if we have a few things in common...not that it really matters a lot I suppose. I am wondering if the struggle you talked about between yourself and this friend is along the lines of having to prove who is most knowlegable or intelligent. If so, it really doesn't matter. But I think you know that. I think you are asking more about her issues, and it might be appropriate for her to get some counselling also...a relationship should not be primarily a struggle between two people, although there are always some of those along the way.
Your comment about people hating intelligence also seems a bit off to me. I think what people react to is some of the social aspects of intelligence. They don't like to be outsmarted and have cherished beliefs and thoughts demolished. They don't appreciate "truth" per se...they want peace and other things instead. And that is OK. But it makes it hard when "truth" or "reality" or "fact" are important to you, or me. Anyway, what you see as them hating "intelligence" is more likely "hating it when they are made to feel stupid" - which I'm sure you can easily do, and probably do unintentionally. I can't help you with that as I do the same thing...but I do try to recognize it and not do it. But it is hard - because I probably lack the emotional intelligence or tools to automatically avoid doing it.
The relationship you describe in your initial post may need some help...and I hope you can both get it. It sounds like there is something of value there...and you both would benefit from some up front help. Or alternatively that you can find someone that adores you, has no claim to being highly intelligent, and who does not challenge you or rock your boat. Someone who just loves you unconditionally the way you are.
I can't speak to which of these alternatives is better - I ended up somewhere in between, and it doesn't work so well sometimes. But it has worked and we trundle on.