Gradually losing interest in this hobby?

[wonderingeye]

I was enjoying the post covid love jam with my regulars. Noticed all but one had reached the end in terms of what the relationship offered?

Played around with some shiny toys; but really uninspired encounters.

Debating to end it all when my last regular becomes a mheh. It would make sense.

Time to take up golf.

 

[Robert Mugabe]

Seems to have become lame. Kind of like "canned hunting". It was great for a while after long periods of starvation, where you could sort of gorge yourself on the menu, but after a while you sort of become embarrassed doing it. Fake and transactional. I realize the options are limited for some of us, but I guess there is a part of the lizard brain that wants some sort of challenge and sense of accomplishment. I encountered a couple of civilians that got me all excited at the prospect trying to pick them up. But the opportunity sort of fizzled out. Both times making a move to even ask them out might put my job at risk. So caution prevailed. Then you start asking yourself if it is worth the trouble. As they say. Sometimes the juice just ain't worth the squeeze.

Starting to look like celibacy...............