going public on terb

[amber-jade]

Wow, this is so very very sad.
But it is heartening too as you seem to have such a good attitude towards the life you have left.
There is some country and western song that says you should live like you are dying.
Wisdom in that as we are all dying.

My best wishes...

it is one of my favorite songs , and i am more of a rocker chick

 

[Tokyo Heights]

Though i have not ever met Amber, but i feel she is a cool girl, open minded. Very sorry to hear about your ordeal what you are going through, but remain strong, as i feel you have a strong will power, which will definitely help you a lot to overcome this health issue! God Bless you and give you a long life.

 

[peeler_feeler]

I must have been living under a rock as I missed this thread, just saw it now, and am just catching up now.

Thanks for sharing. Although I don't know you personally, i enjoy reading your posts on TERB and feel your positive attitude and great sense of humour will serve you well. I am also inspired by your attitude and will strive to step back and take a look at life in a more positve way and to live life more fully in the face of my own crosses.

My warm thoughts and prayers are with you. xoxo

 

[tool_man05]

Has there been any up dates on how AmberJade is doing? I wish her all the best.

 

[Omega 600]

I must have been living under a rock as I missed this thread, just saw it now,

Thanks for pulling this thread up peeler. I was not aware either.
Amber, from what I've read of your posts, you're taking it like a champ. Don't hesitate to let us know if there is anything we can do for you.

 

[stinkynuts]

I am kind of in shock after reading this post. I saw amberjade once and was convinced you were a junkie. She was a nice person, doing everything to accomodate me, and please me. The session involved me using her aggressively (though not abusively).

I judged her, and treated you rather impersonally. The session ended with me not even tipping her, even after her great efforts. I felt that she would use the money on drugs, and didn't want to waste my money. I felt very disgusted after the session, partly with myself for having sex with someone who I thought was a dirty druggie. Partly for the way I treated her. And also because I felt bad for her. It was the worst session ever, in that regard.

I wrote on terb about my experience, about how she must be on drugs, and how her boyfriend was her pimp, in control of her. I was 100% convinced, and other posts seemed to back up my theory.

I feel very sad and ashamed now, and wonder how many other times I have misjudged people and treated them unfairly. People who are in desperate situations.

I wish amberjade the very best. I know little about the disease, but I know it will be a difficult time ahead for her. If I had know this, I would have treated her much more kindly....

 

[Muddy]

This thread is TERB at its very best - a community, and one that cares. Amber-Jade's b**********y and humour, and the response from so many members, are really special. Personally, I had three or four GREAT times with her and Justin, and I will always remember them. My heart is with them both. Right now, this awful disease can't be beaten, but Amber-Jade has a task ahead of her - educate people about this disastrous condition, and keep her wit and intrlligence as intact as she can, even though her physical being is so cruelly under attack...

 

[Muddy]

Dunno why a single word in my post was edited by stars... I think the word I used was "intelligence". Surely that's not a banned word around here?

 

[GPIDEAL]

I feel very sad and ashamed now, and wonder how many other times I have misjudged people and treated them unfairly. People who are in desperate situations.

It's a life lesson for you. One never knows what's going on with the gals that we hobby with. Even if it's addiction, one should have compassion.

 

[Don]

Hey AJ, hope you are doing well. One of my regrets was never having the opportunity to see you. Good luck with everything

 

[amber-jade]

Thank you everyone.
i am floored by all the love and support, it truly means the world to me
.
though i am experiencing the lovely gifts that Huntingtons has to offer , i still have my MPA (positive mental attitude) towards life.
new Meds new nope , one never knows what tomorrow might bring .
.
don't let life get you down , regrets are just a waste of time and life, and life it to short to waste time with them.

stay cool


AJ
xxx

 

[Danolo]

Thanks Amber, for sharing your strength.... you inspire me.

 

[The Oracle]

I to missed the original post although caught wind of your condition through another board.

I have some knowledge of the disease firstly through commercials on the CBC by the Huntington's Society that used to air in the 70's. Later by a little research.

I must say that although we have never met It greatly saddens me that you are afflicted by this diagnosis.

I have found your posts to educated, compassionate, witty and of course enticing as well as naughty.

As a contributor on this board you have distinguished yourself.

I sincerely pray that you find your way through this.

O

 

[777flyer]

Thank you everyone.
i am floored by all the love and support, it truly means the world to me
.
though i am experiencing the lovely gifts that Huntingtons has to offer , i still have my MPA (positive mental attitude) towards life.
new Meds new nope , one never knows what tomorrow might bring .
.
don't let life get you down , regrets are just a waste of time and life, and life it to short to waste time with them.

stay cool


AJ
xxx

Hi Amber,

Thank you for being inspirational, and sharing your story with us........wish you all the best......

 

[Ben Hogan]

Hang in there AMber.

You rock!