Thank you so much. Means a lot and your kind words even have me emotional right now about it.
At this point I'm just broken and not fixable. It would take me 3 pages of posts to explain why I'm so miserable. I just don't like life anymore and haven't in a long time.
You are not alone, my friend. Life is hard for almost everyone. People are born with physical disabilities, heatlh issues, bullying at school, having no friends, being rejected by girls, being fired from jobs, being in massive debt, having addictions to gambling, drugs, alcohol. Not to mention the countless pyscholgical issues such as depression, anxiety, etc.
We humans have evolved to live in communities in nature. Our environment has changed radically. We have not adapted to these changes, and it's not heathy for us. There isn't a person among us who doesn't have issues. Some have more extreme ones.
Please don't give up. You say the problems are unfixable, but with proper treatment, most things are repairable. Whatever you do, I wish you the best of luck, and truly hope that you heal and find happiness.