Consider yourself fortunate to have so many amazing ladies here to choose without any fuss. Sting operations are prevalent in the US and your picture could be posted on the evening news for soliciting an escort for your employer, friends and family to see.every time I "finish" with an escort, I am super happy, good mood and over the moon.
By the end of the day, I feel regretful, after the dent in my wallet and my "values" !
I cant help thinking that those ladies are just taking advantage of us, sex addicts. - Like an easy way to get our money!
I believe I am an addict, I cant help it - I try therapy for long. Its not working. I think it will only work if I unplug from the internet and all the temptations that come with it (social media, porn, movies, etc) which I find to be super hard to do.
Some SPs are so nice and you feel really at home with them during the "session" but most of them I feel they are just actors who want my money!
Sorry for the harsh "thinking out loud" post
I speak for myself: my regulars are an indispensable part of my existence and I applaud them for putting up with my requirements