It's difficult to explain, except that it just stings a hell of a lot more when it happens practically overnight after more than 20 years together, by someone who you'd have bet your life on never turning on you (not due to infidelity, money, physical abuse or anything like that; a reason so fucking stupid and complicated it would take hours to explain, something that I still don't even fully grasp). The point being, that if she's capable of turning against me, anyone is. So enough of that shit for me. I'm just going to enjoy the company of beautiful young women (and some MILFs, too) instead.Now I'm interested to hear details of how you were bent over the table. (If you are comfortable sharing)
To help rejustify my decision to never want to marry.
As for your decision to marry, that's something only you can decide. I have many friends who have been married a long time and likely will always remain with their wives, so it certainly can work.