Who else is like this?

studentjohn

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You regret doing this hobby right before you climax and think "alright this is going to be my last time"

Then when you head out the building

"Oh man that was good; can't wait until next time"

Lol because that's me every time.
 
You're learning, studentjohn. Congratulations, you are learning.
 
I don't think this way. I've made my own decision to hobby - that's on me and nobody else.
 
Usually my thoughts are "moving on, always someone new or someone better out there."
 
I'm also the other way around. When in the moment its great and I wouldn't be anywhere else but there. Then afterwards I can't help but think what I'd be doing instead if I wasn't in the hobby. That thought is especially strong after a mediocre session. But eventually I begin to crave that moment again....
 
After my latest session as soon as I left, I was thinking I'd like to see this particular lady 2 days in a row.

Don't think I've ever felt that way before.

My biggest regret about the hobby is that I waited until I was past 50 to get started.
 
I sometimes get men who feel guilty after and I try and assuage their guilt by explaining to them they have the hormone called testosterone and cannot help it. They are hardwired that way. And there is nothing to feel guilty about if that is the way there anatomy is constructed. They usually feel a bit better after having this talk and realizing they are just plain different than women. I assure them there are lots of men just like them who have felt guilty but cum back and get over their guillty feelings.
 
studentjohn pace yourself. The hobby can waste you financially if it goes to your big head and you don't budget properly.

CC, very nice. Now here's Carla Cugino without the red wig.

 
I sometimes get men who feel guilty after and I try and assuage their guilt by explaining to them they have the hormone called testosterone and cannot help it. They are hardwired that way. And there is nothing to feel guilty about if that is the way there anatomy is constructed. They usually feel a bit better after having this talk and realizing they are just plain different than women. I assure them there are lots of men just like them who have felt guilty but cum back and get over their guillty feelings.


While that's very kind, it's still rationalizing. What others do, I'll leave to them. I know, I've made promises and vows, and have broke them. I am not an animal, and I should have better control of my base instincts. Weakness I suppose his a human trait, that I wish I could conquer.