terbaholics anonymous
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My name is WHA
It's been 2 months since my last visit from an SP and 3 weeks since my last visit to an MPA. Between fixes I try to keep the self manipulation down to 3 per day. While I use porn every day I feel I can quit any time and it doesnt cost anything or hurt anyone, so it isn't a major concern. Even though my hard drive is constantly spinning out of control from the obvious terabytes of malware and spyware that goes hand in hand with porn viewing. Even though to enjoy my porn more fully I had to disable Zone alarm. While not in touch with my higher power I do repeat the serenity prayer every morning. "Give me the strength to do the SPs I can, accept the SPs I can't, and the wisdom to know the difference". But mostly I just get sick and tired of being sick and tired.
It's been 2 months since my last visit from an SP and 3 weeks since my last visit to an MPA. Between fixes I try to keep the self manipulation down to 3 per day. While I use porn every day I feel I can quit any time and it doesnt cost anything or hurt anyone, so it isn't a major concern. Even though my hard drive is constantly spinning out of control from the obvious terabytes of malware and spyware that goes hand in hand with porn viewing. Even though to enjoy my porn more fully I had to disable Zone alarm. While not in touch with my higher power I do repeat the serenity prayer every morning. "Give me the strength to do the SPs I can, accept the SPs I can't, and the wisdom to know the difference". But mostly I just get sick and tired of being sick and tired.
That's "thinking with the big head"...an abstract concept at best when surrounded by all this temptation.WhaWhaWha said:
