Hey guys,
So I booked last Sunday (once I schedule came out) a session with a very well reviewed sp tonight. Problem is, I'm finding it so hard to keep it together! Reading many of your reviews here about her, I keep playing a version of it in my head. And that gets me excited and I feel like jerking off and then the logical side of my head says no... Just wait till appointment time!
I work from home so it's definitely made a lot easier, but also lot worse! I'm having trouble concentrating and generally procrastinating. But I'm so excited for tonight but I still have 6 hours to go... And sometimes if I don't keep myself occupied my mind wanders, and at times I start getting too excited.
Curious if you guys have any tips! Analogy to this is when I plan my travel. I usually go backpacking once an year and spend 3 months planning it... The planning part is super exciting and the actual trip itself, be it 2-3 weeks just feels like a blur. This is exactly what it feels like... So much nervous anticipation, I know the hour with her is just going to fly by!
But unlike with planning travel, this is whole new level. I can imagine the rush right now I'd have when I'm at her door! Anything you guys do about it?
In the past I used to book appointments 1-2 hours before I'd see sp, and that worked so well. But booking 5 days in advance... Feels like an elaborate foreplay with my hand!
So I booked last Sunday (once I schedule came out) a session with a very well reviewed sp tonight. Problem is, I'm finding it so hard to keep it together! Reading many of your reviews here about her, I keep playing a version of it in my head. And that gets me excited and I feel like jerking off and then the logical side of my head says no... Just wait till appointment time!
I work from home so it's definitely made a lot easier, but also lot worse! I'm having trouble concentrating and generally procrastinating. But I'm so excited for tonight but I still have 6 hours to go... And sometimes if I don't keep myself occupied my mind wanders, and at times I start getting too excited.
Curious if you guys have any tips! Analogy to this is when I plan my travel. I usually go backpacking once an year and spend 3 months planning it... The planning part is super exciting and the actual trip itself, be it 2-3 weeks just feels like a blur. This is exactly what it feels like... So much nervous anticipation, I know the hour with her is just going to fly by!
But unlike with planning travel, this is whole new level. I can imagine the rush right now I'd have when I'm at her door! Anything you guys do about it?
In the past I used to book appointments 1-2 hours before I'd see sp, and that worked so well. But booking 5 days in advance... Feels like an elaborate foreplay with my hand!
