You are partially correct in your post DenWa ...
1) Yes, you are right ... I need more training to reach that level of selflessness ... but yet, just because I have many fetishes, it does not mean I am no submissive. Mot of my fetishes are "sub" related ...
2) Yes, a sub craves attention from the Domme, but yet, I can not agree with you on the fact that I crave attention on this board. Like I said earlier, no one can trully separate what they do from themselves ... and that includes art and posting stuff on a message board ...
3) No, I have not "used" Miranda for my selfish desires and fantasies. If you knew how a Domme/sub relationship works, you would of not written that. It is a mutual thing ... a win-win situation for both. Yes, through a Domme, a sub is able to fulfill their fantasies and desires, but yet, the sub also give to the Domme the enjoyment of such relationship as well as allowing the Domme to grow at a personal level ...
4) Yes, I am a pathetic sub ... hehehe