Well I hope you got enough attention and used up enough bandwidth to satisfy your need to be...whatever it is you need to be.
Most people would just go to the Hospital/Clinic and sit and wait, not leave, but wait. If you leave, how can they look at you...oh wait, I forgot, if you are at the hospital, how can you post on this board and get the all attention that you seem to need.
Luv, I wish you a good happy life, but really, you won't find it here, and you won't find it by being a drama queen.
Glad yer OK.