Lets call this the "WTF" thread (I know its friday night and when left alone with nothing to do and a bottle stupid shit happens). Just wondered if anyone else has run into this. I was perfectly content awhile ago but the past couple weeks have been absolute hell waking up early in the morning (3am is an aweful time to wake up) to wonder what the fuck have I done with my life. At 21 I had an amazing gf and fucked it up by trading away a relationship which was headed to marriage to instead pursue work and money. By 30 finally woke up and figured out that work wasn't everything in life and that it would be nice to have someone to share it with and after several unsuccesful tries (just not the women I was looking for) I end up here. I had found my new "Money Penny" not too long ago but somehow managed to fuck that up as well as I haven't talked to her in weeks just bs emails. My only crutch is now work which never seems to last long enough to fill the day, seeing sp's filled the void for a month or two but then the lack of a real relationship with it quickly made the whole thing lose its appeal. The past week has been the worst I work till 8 or 9pm get home go to bed shortly after and then wake up at 3am thinking this shit up. There is not a hell of a lot to do at 3am and even by sunrise playing 9holes of golf really isn't that appealing. No offence but at 30 something I should be at home in bed not up with the geriatric crowd teeing off. Hence WTF is the point to it all - hmm I see it is time for another drink. Or is this the reason the golf course opens at sun up and I'm just finding this shit out now??
Well hopefully this off my chest I can now get some sleep and will not see any other unlucky sob's at the course tomorrow in the rain.
Cheers
Bond
Oh and a word of advice don't listen to the old and screwed saying not to follow your heart if you know she is the one don't trade her for anything especially money you will only live to regret it.
Well hopefully this off my chest I can now get some sleep and will not see any other unlucky sob's at the course tomorrow in the rain.
Cheers
Bond
Oh and a word of advice don't listen to the old and screwed saying not to follow your heart if you know she is the one don't trade her for anything especially money you will only live to regret it.