I don’t think you understand. The fact we can’t put into words what god means to us, doesn’t mean we can’t understand what we believe, individually. I’m saying I’ll never be able to explain god to you.
but let me try…. god is like a river. each person is a drop of
water. is god listening to me and controlling the world? no religious idiots. but in a 0.0000000000000000001 sort of way, yes each person is part of god &
we sort of have free will to affect change. however it’s hard to affect change when you’re so small. do we have a soul? yes while we’re experiencing life, after that we dissolve. in the end god is the universe and the FOUR forces of nature, that are probably one force. space is what allows the one force energy fireball to cool, and take all its shapes. puff puff pass