I am jealous of those who can consume it and feel pleasure.
Especially when it comes to sexuality.
Just a brushing of my arm is intensely pleasurable but that is overriden by the anxiety
The marajuana shows you your ugly self magnified by 1000 and will not let you go.
All you can do is ride it out by being alone. It also makes you very slow thinking but I am aware of this state of stupidity that I am in and behave myself IE I would never drive a car
I have talked to psychologist who prescribes it and he said that a small percentage of people react this way and he has no idea why so I am trying to figure it out
I have tried both strains and it makes no difference but I can microdose it
Anything can give you anxiety, and anxiety is a psychological symptom, anything you get scared of, that might've given you a bad experience in the past... And also the high potency of weed nowadays.
I have also heard that sometimes you are just not in the correct state of mind to be consuming weed you know.
I recently attempted to try cbd flower but sadly 95% of what you will find is stale because no one buys it which makes it not very enjoyable from a consumption perspective. Because it was so dried out and void of terps it gave me a sore throat that lasted a few days. I hope you can find something fresher than what I found.I might try the suggestion of Pure Sunfarms CBD strains with no THC or extremely little (less than 1%) this summer using a glass pipe with just enough for 1 or 2 tokes a day. THC I never really cared for. But like anything if you're not doing moderation it can eventually have a negative effect on you. Similar to painkiller meds. I'd also not recommend smoking before seeing a SP unless it's a regular and perhaps she enjoys it to. I know in my mid 20s with a long term gf I'd have a small hit and would be horny af, but the odd time I tried that before starting a session it just spiked my anxiety lol. And as someone who stopped smoking it my throat feels a lot better. Extremely glad I didn't develop that smokers cough like many heavy users have.
It took quite a while before most companies started including the humidity pack and even now not all companies use them which is kinda ridiculous. It goes a long way in helping to preserve the terps.Yeah, stale and they use the packs to make it moist. I remember when they first came out when things got legalized and a lot of folks complained how dry and brittle it was and then they started adding the packs lol. Plus I was getting headaches from smoking it which leans towards eventually having a stroke. I'll have the odd gummy here or there.