You should discuss these paranoid fantasies with a mental health professional.Reading up on the Oslo accords.
I’m pretty sure, if my neighbour and I had been fighting for years over our property line. Finally grew weary of it. Had peace with in reach.
And my neigbor secretly armed himself, and his son made it absolutely clear, he did want peace, wanted to kill me, my wife, my kids. As well as my land. While my sin was building a shed…
it would not end well for either of them.