It shouldn't fascinate you. You are part of the group that is responsible for Trump's ascension to the Oval Office. I would rather see a pragmatic, classic conservative like Romney or Cruz in the White House, but the lefties made it impossible for the "gentleman politician" to win. It now takes a gutter brawler, a cheap seats eye poker to overcome the opposition and the media's collusion that no longer pretends to be impartial. And you cannot execute your vision, if you can't win. That's the big "secret" of Trump's success known to all his supporters and why they vote for him. That's one of the two reasons for Trump.