Not really... I am currently married in a good one.
But, it seems to me that the OP is a bit too needy. And he'll take that needy, supplicant attitude to any woman he meets, and they will either use him and discard him out of lack of respect, or they'll just not bother with him.
My suggestion to the OP, which I suspect will go unheard, is that he gain some self confidence ( yoga, karate, etc) and learn to approach women with a strong attitude.
The ideal woman, IMHO, is one who who is self reliant, calm, well balanced... and that type on woman will not be attracted to the OP.
If he insists on pursuing women in their early 20's I think its unlikely he'll find one who has her act together.