I am sorry you have panic attacks. Or had them. They suckI think we all done it
is it right for the lady we going to see no
but this is why I done it
i think in tens years i did it about 10 times
for me i get to the place
then i get thinking what behide the door
is it the lady i'm going to see
are 2 or 3 guys in there going the take my money
yes i'm stupid to think that but that a panic attacks
can i stop it no
but i find a place were i can go and not be nervous
that place is the mansion
i think i be there 8 times and i'm not nervous going there just happy
that way i was a no showed
and i think its been 2 years since i had a panic attack
not sure if i'm doing good or over due for one lol
However, having a panic attack would not stop a person from cancelling an appointment properly. Even texting saying you are/were struggling is better than pulling a no-show.
It is not just wrong, it is disrespectful and rude and why people like you, even with a mental health medical reason, would get blacklisted.
Good that you have one good go-to place, I am sure the guys wouldn't mind a review instead of this, but if you notice you can't get a booking with an indy, or not even a reply, it will be because you were blacklisted for being a no-show to someone who reported it. So just something to be aware of.