I used to see two ladies regularly about once a week plus other arrangements in between, this was before the virus came in march. I would like to see her again, and thought I would get back into it no problems...but its not the case now. she has been contacting me past few weeks to see her, and every time I backed out. I am scared, I don't know who else she is seeing but i know she sees other clients, and i don't know what to expect. I don't want to get sick (i am 39). I was in the hospital a few years back for a month and it sucks trust me, I want to avoid it as much as possible. Every time I try to convince myself to go see her I just think about the time i got sick and how I never want to go thru that again and back out, I don't know if its worth the risk now, but it was my only source of intimacy in my life.
I was just wondering if anyone else was in my position? how they are handling it?