mrorange said:
While I don't think I agree with some of what has been suggested to you in this thread thus far (and am disappointed in some of what was said - some of which suprised me - some that did not),MrO
nautilus said:
You need to have a conversation with "The One" as well as having a conversation with yourself.
As I mentioned this has been an extremely difficult week. Coming to this board was my last option, when I felt I needed some help from "people that have been there". My first avenue of help, "The One", has been away for over a week and therefore contact has been virtually non existant. Unfortunately, that really screwed me up. My second avenue offered through email, to listen to my plight. For whatever reason, my plea for help was not answered. My depression magnified as I checked my yahoo mailbox every 15 mins. for hour after hour on Friday. I left the office at noon and went for a long drive to try and clear my head and hours later ended up at home alone with my thoughts. At that point is when I turned to this board for help.
Yes MrO, I too am
disappointed in some of what was said - some of which suprised me - some that did not. So be it, people are alowed their opinions.
That being said, so too am I allowed my opinions.
To say things like:
There be people dying in war,peeps starving...etc...git yer head out yer ass and quit whining or to mention that:
Just visit a hospital oncology or palliative care unit as I've done several times this year, and you'll appreciate just how lucky you really are, I find insulting. They hold as much validity as when you say to a child at the dinner table, "Eat everything on your plate because there are kids starving in Africa". To the child that is full, that means diddly squat. But what I find even more disturbing is the insensitivity of those statements. It's like saying to me "So what if your mother died last month, GET OVER IT, we've all lost family members." Ultimately your saying that no one has the right to feel confused, no one has the right to ask for help, as long as there is someone else in the world that is worse off. That's a sad outlook to have, especially coming from a teacher that has the responsibility to be caring, compassionate and sensitive to the people that are in your care. Disappointed, ya, considering I extended my hand in friendship less than 2 weeks ago to put the past behind us, only to have you kick me when I was down.
Being that this is the Thanksgiving weekend, let me say that I'm thankful for:
The people here that have been supportive and have tried to help me when I was floundering (it doesn't happen often). Thanks to those who offered the hugs, gratefully accepted. Thanks to those who pointed out the various reasons for why I was feeling that way. Some I discovered were very accurate and helped me understand. This was very similiar to many self improvement, time management or managerial courses. What was said is something you already knew, but had lost sight of. That's why those courses are so valuable, 99% of it isn't new, but it gets you back on track.
I'm sure some of you feel that this is not the place to come for help. I have discovered that it is the exact place to come to. We are not all perverts and deviates, most here a normal, decent human beings that are willing to help another person out.
Thanks..................