"I don't get bored. I get frustrated. Annoyed with life and people. In those cases, I surf ridiculous websites"
Holy, you and I are alot alike. I too never feel bored, just upset and that's when I make stupid decisions. I usually regret the decisions afterward, but I find I just want to numb my frustrations. I started hobbying while under a similar mindset and I find that I have visited sp's multiple times just to get that feeling of disdain for life to leave my body. I thought about drinking or smoking as a crutch, but I don't like the taste of alcohol and I already have a hard time breathing as it is so cigarette smoke aint going to help me.