After years of lurking, I decided to TOFTT. The arrangements were made, I arrived to a impeccably well kept house, very tidy and everything was convenient. Access to shower, clean towels, just about every detail considered.
The SP is a very nice person, good looking, intelligent and well spoken. I realized that she is talented at what she does. In the middle of the act I was wondering WTF am I doing. I cannot say that it was pleasant or unpleasant, it was just bland.
I compared what this highly skilled professional was doing to the sex I have had with regular girls and I much prefer regular girls. To me the reason is clear, there is no point in having sex with someone you don't have an emotional attachment to.
When I looked into her eyes, I could just tell that she was not seeing me. This is totally understandable, after all it is just her job. To me, this was like shaking hands - no big rush and nothing compared to sex with someone that you are emotionally attached to. I left thinking "what's the point?".
I am writing this with the intention of helping other lurkers. I have read all the stuff on terb over the years and my feeling is that it is all over-hyped. If you are a regular guy and can function fairly well in society then don't even bother with this crap - it is a waste of time. Also, you have to live with all the lies that you must tell to people that you care about.
I know that I will probably get flamed. I will read the comments over the next couple days then I am off the board.
Good Luck to you all
The SP is a very nice person, good looking, intelligent and well spoken. I realized that she is talented at what she does. In the middle of the act I was wondering WTF am I doing. I cannot say that it was pleasant or unpleasant, it was just bland.
I compared what this highly skilled professional was doing to the sex I have had with regular girls and I much prefer regular girls. To me the reason is clear, there is no point in having sex with someone you don't have an emotional attachment to.
When I looked into her eyes, I could just tell that she was not seeing me. This is totally understandable, after all it is just her job. To me, this was like shaking hands - no big rush and nothing compared to sex with someone that you are emotionally attached to. I left thinking "what's the point?".
I am writing this with the intention of helping other lurkers. I have read all the stuff on terb over the years and my feeling is that it is all over-hyped. If you are a regular guy and can function fairly well in society then don't even bother with this crap - it is a waste of time. Also, you have to live with all the lies that you must tell to people that you care about.
I know that I will probably get flamed. I will read the comments over the next couple days then I am off the board.
Good Luck to you all