The Confessional

[star003]

this thread is nice, keep it alive..
beside the regular confession like most of us, being on terb or being into hobbying is a secret that none of my close ones will know else I will be disowned by the so called civil society and looked at as a pervert.
i must confess I like the stuffs which are taboo and somewhat forbidden. some i hv experienced, some just stays in fantasy. say, spying on neighbour's window to see her getting undressed or having a hidden folder which has pictures of some married family friends and looking at them in alone times.
I have sniffed the bra and panty of my friend’s wife in their washroom which turned me on immensely.

 

[jalimon]

We were 15. After a soccer game, I invite 2 friends to my home. On the way we met 3 girl who we knew well going to the same school. I say hey join us... They do...

I cannot remember the names of all girlfriends I had in my life but I remember the names of these 3 girls!

My first French kiss. I kind of found it disgusting at first because she was throwing her tongue deep in my mouth. But then it felt so good.

We had music. Dream on... One girl says hey let`s do a slow dance. The girl I was with grab my hand and put them on her tiny ass. Fuck I was in heaven.

For 3 hours we all kind of learned what sex was all about but without having a full encounter. We were too young for that. But that little party changed my life.

My parent later questioned me a bit. I simply said we listened to music and chill out. Never said to them we had kissed our first girl, saw and touched boobs for the first time, touch their pussy...

There was no internet porn during these days. So we learned by experimenting. Fuck it was awesome. I never mentioned that little party to anyone for 30 years...

 

[trippingwalker]

I’m a sex addict. I didn’t really appreciate that title until recently. I’m 36 years old and I’ve been sleeping with escorts since I was 25 years old. I lost my virginity to an escort. When I met the girl who would become my wife, I promised myself “ok no more escorts” but then I said “ok if/when we get engaged, no more escorts” but then it was like “ok after we get married no more escorts.” Then it turned into “if she gets pregnant no more escorts” and then it was “after our child is born, no more escorts” and while I’ve always had the guilt/shame from living the secret double life, I’m just so addicted to eating ass and banging beautiful women. I knew I was an addict after months of regularly having sex with my wife in the morning, seeing an escort at lunch, having sex with my wife after work, again before bed, just chasing her around like a dog. Sometimes I’ve seen 2 escorts in the same day. It just never stopped. It still hasn’t stopped. I have no plans on stopping. Nobody knows. And sadly I prefer sex with the escorts over sex with my wife. If I’m desperate for an escort I’ll masturbate and then I feel relief, I sigh, and count my money. But then like 30 mins later I’m right back to that previous mindset lol my drive and eagerness to satisfy it sometimes leads me to do things with strangers wouldn’t normally do lol

 

[star003]

I’m a sex addict. I didn’t really appreciate that title until recently. I’m 36 years old and I’ve been sleeping with escorts since I was 25 years old. I lost my virginity to an escort. When I met the girl who would become my wife, I promised myself “ok no more escorts” but then I said “ok if/when we get engaged, no more escorts” but then it was like “ok after we get married no more escorts.” Then it turned into “if she gets pregnant no more escorts” and then it was “after our child is born, no more escorts” and while I’ve always had the guilt/shame from living the secret double life, I’m just so addicted to eating ass and banging beautiful women. I knew I was an addict after months of regularly having sex with my wife in the morning, seeing an escort at lunch, having sex with my wife after work, again before bed, just chasing her around like a dog. Sometimes I’ve seen 2 escorts in the same day. It just never stopped. It still hasn’t stopped. I have no plans on stopping. Nobody knows. And sadly I prefer sex with the escorts over sex with my wife. If I’m desperate for an escort I’ll masturbate and then I feel relief, I sigh, and count my money. But then like 30 mins later I’m right back to that previous mindset lol my drive and eagerness to satisfy it sometimes leads me to do things with strangers wouldn’t normally do lol

i can relate to your situation. how is your experience with other women other than the SPs? do you get attracted to your wife’s friends?

 

[trippingwalker]

i can relate to your situation. how is your experience with other women other than the SPs? do you get attracted to your wife’s friends?

i mean I don’t cheat on my wife with “real” people because that gets complicated quick. I’ve never fucked any of my wife’s friends but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to lol

 

[Casperenoch2]

Confess here things you’re afraid to tell your friends, family or entourage.

It’s semi anonymous as we don’t know you in real life but username might be familiar.

Dare if you want.

I am addicted to hobbying. I can't help myself no matter how hard I have tried.

 

[oral.com]

I can’t seem to be satisfied sexually in a monogamous relationship. I am a sex addict.

The bigger issue is that I don’t want to stop. I just commit to hiding it better.

 

[QwertyStud]

A distracted mind brought took me to Leolist and an agency site. I also had the last girl I saw reach out to me telling me she wants to see me even though I told her my position when we last met. It almost seems like it was a slow day for her and I was supposed to be the sucker. Stood my ground though and didn’t meet.

for anyone looking to quit, stay strong and keep your mind occupied

 

[Mhorgan]

I’m a sex addict. I didn’t really appreciate that title until recently. I’m 36 years old and I’ve been sleeping with escorts since I was 25 years old. I lost my virginity to an escort. When I met the girl who would become my wife, I promised myself “ok no more escorts” but then I said “ok if/when we get engaged, no more escorts” but then it was like “ok after we get married no more escorts.” Then it turned into “if she gets pregnant no more escorts” and then it was “after our child is born, no more escorts” and while I’ve always had the guilt/shame from living the secret double life, I’m just so addicted to eating ass and banging beautiful women. I knew I was an addict after months of regularly having sex with my wife in the morning, seeing an escort at lunch, having sex with my wife after work, again before bed, just chasing her around like a dog. Sometimes I’ve seen 2 escorts in the same day. It just never stopped. It still hasn’t stopped. I have no plans on stopping. Nobody knows. And sadly I prefer sex with the escorts over sex with my wife. If I’m desperate for an escort I’ll masturbate and then I feel relief, I sigh, and count my money. But then like 30 mins later I’m right back to that previous mindset lol my drive and eagerness to satisfy it sometimes leads me to do things with strangers wouldn’t normally do lol

Same here bud.. since 2005.... I am sex addict who really cannot stop.

 

[Mandalorian]

I know quite a few SW IRL identities (all were given to me voluntarily when they were my regulars) and even after retiring from this field I will occasionally check their FB or IG profiles out to see how they’re doing. That’s it, I don’t contact them or reach out in any way but enjoy seeing them move on and enjoy the naughtiness in knowing ive been with them in many fun sessions.

 

[jalimon]

I often take weeks down south in all-inclusive resort. I need to wear my shades because I do look at all the girl wearing bikinis that are nothing then a thong these days.

The girls are like 15 or 16 and do not matter at all going around the whole resort in a thong. I never mentioned to anyone about this. But I know all men, like me, look at them...

Also I have coached youth soccer for the last 10 years. I am the one who made a rule that girl should not change their shirt on the field even while wearing sports bras. The girl that I had to explain that decision was 22. She did not understand why I wanted that rule. I said just ask the parent not me. I once coached a game in a very hot day. The girl removed their shirt at the end of the game. They were 16! All in sports bras pouring water on them. Fuck I am in trouble. It's a beautiful show but it's not right. That was before covid. Now the whole league has a rule for girls switching shirts...

 

[Patron]

I often take weeks down south in all-inclusive resort. I need to wear my shades because I do look at all the girl wearing bikinis that are nothing then a thong these days.

The girls are like 15 or 16 and do not matter at all going around the whole resort in a thong. I never mentioned to anyone about this. But I know all men, like me, look at them...

Also I have coached youth soccer for the last 10 years. I am the one who made a rule that girl should not change their shirt on the field even while wearing sports bras. The girl that I had to explain that decision was 22. She did not understand why I wanted that rule. I said just ask the parent not me. I once coached a game in a very hot day. The girl removed their shirt at the end of the game. They were 16! All in sports bras pouring water on them. Fuck I am in trouble. It's a beautiful show but it's not right. That was before covid. Now the whole league has a rule for girls switching shirts...

I remember reading a funny hotel review on TripAdvisor of a Miami hotel that seemed to be primarily booked by South Americans and Caribbean folks.

The visiting families had a lot of teen girls who went topless at the pool.

The American reviewer had kids, including boys, who were apparently not as distressed about the pool situation as the American lady doing the review.

She thought the hotel should have had someone on staff to enforce American rules. She couldn’t be a Karen to the tourists since they didn’t speak much English.

The hotel didn’t respond to the review. They probably thought it would increase bookings.

Bet those American kids haven‘t grown up to be anti-immigration.