I have become a good friend with an SP (6 months). Needless to say I met her through the business. We meet frequently to have dinner, drinks, and other things but we don’t always have sex. In spite of this, I’m still her client in that when we do meet and it’s followed by sex, I pay her the standard fee.
Initially when I grew fond of her, I got jealous that there were other guys fucking her. To my surprise, I actually got over that. I see that it’s a job for her and she partly enjoys what she does. Now, here’s the part that gets under my skin. She’s always talking about her pussy and her body like it’s always available for rent. She says anyone can fuck me for $200. It could be the taxi driver, hotel manager, anyone walking the street, etc. In truth, I know this is in fact what happens. Many of her clients are indeed just strangers who walk in from the street, but the fact that she openly talk about it almost in a boastful manner makes me think ill of her. I wished she had a little more compunction about being an escort some of the times.
May be the fact that I think this way really means that I don’t condone what she does. Anyhow, I just learned that she recently had her car serviced for free because she offered “favors” to the shop manager. For some reason, this really bugs me and makes me not want to be with her any more.
Care to analyze my dilemma.
Initially when I grew fond of her, I got jealous that there were other guys fucking her. To my surprise, I actually got over that. I see that it’s a job for her and she partly enjoys what she does. Now, here’s the part that gets under my skin. She’s always talking about her pussy and her body like it’s always available for rent. She says anyone can fuck me for $200. It could be the taxi driver, hotel manager, anyone walking the street, etc. In truth, I know this is in fact what happens. Many of her clients are indeed just strangers who walk in from the street, but the fact that she openly talk about it almost in a boastful manner makes me think ill of her. I wished she had a little more compunction about being an escort some of the times.
May be the fact that I think this way really means that I don’t condone what she does. Anyhow, I just learned that she recently had her car serviced for free because she offered “favors” to the shop manager. For some reason, this really bugs me and makes me not want to be with her any more.
Care to analyze my dilemma.