Had something happen today that didn't deserve it's own thread but I wanted to put it somewhere.
I have had a regular thing with a semi-pro. I wouldn't even call her that. This was just something she did on the side in addition to her regular job. But she was everything. Best DFK in my life. Smart. Interesting. Lived far more in her 30-something years than I have in my 50-some. When I was with her it wasn't a GFE because it was raunchier than anything I've ever had with a GF. It wasn't PSE because it was more sensual than anything I've seen in P. For example, we'd be at it, in multiple positions, sweating and moaning.... and then stop, cuddle while still inside, and just chat about our lives, share ideas, discuss common interests.... and then we'd be back at it. Our first "date" was 30 minutes, but I extended it twice to 2 hours because I couldn't get enough.
Anyway, back in mid-August when I saw her last, I booked her for my upcoming birthday. Booked 4 hours. Including dinner. But she texted today that she had to break our "date" as she has met someone and the relationship has progressed to being serious enough for her to give up her side-job. While I am very disappointed, I could see it coming. A woman as special as all that, doing this as a side-thing.... I had an inkling she would move on eventually. Just bad timing. Would have been nice to have one last time.
And there ain't no way I'm going to find someone I feel comfortable enough booking multiple hours with before my bday. I guess I'll be back to searching for a diamond in the rough again for a while. Caught lightning in a bottle once; I know it will be a while before it happens again. I forget the exact quote, but "don't be sad that it's over; be happy that it happened".