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Robert Mugabe

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You know what your problem is? You don't know how to spend. What you do to avoid regrets is to put away 1k-2k\month(or more) aside for entertainment, fuck you money. As in- fuck you, I work hard, I deserve it. Doesn't have to be for sex. It can be a nice dinner or two, a weekend flight to Miami in winter. Whatever. But, here's the trick. Use it! After all you can't take it to your grave. After a while it becomes an entitlement and just another slice of the budget to be dealt with. Life's too short not to reward yourself and nobody else will.
Could kind of quote everybody here, but this will do. I saw my cheapie regular today. I mean, really cheap. She is a cute gilf.if that isn't an oxymoron.however, I am torn between, she is kind of disgusting and what we do is disgusting,but the price is right. I mean really right. You have to come to terms with the fact that your wiener wants to get wet and it doesn't care about your sensitivity. It has it's own needs and is saying fuck you. We sell ourselves on our vices. Hard to justify, but I have come to terms with the fact that they are somewhat sordid, and the women don't love us. neither do civilians usually, and I've had quite enough of their bullshit. so carry on.
 

Insidious Von

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Robo, the only thing that's torn is the crack of your ass. What are you still doing breathing?

You remind me of a scene from Apocalypse Now!

 

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Is it just me or this happen to everyone? Before you meeting the lady, you feel all excited like a fat kid on toonies Tuesday, but once you finish, you have this feeling, this emptiness, this loneliness, almost depression feeling. Is like everything that happened were fake, is just an illusion. Everything the lady said or do is because you were the paying customer, and you start questioning about everything in real life. Did your coworker really meant what s/he said? Or s/he just saying that because s/he works with you. Did your friends really meant what they said? Or they said it because that's what they think I wanted to hear?

Maybe I am over thinking it, but I can't stop feeling this way and it is getting worst and worst. Is up to a point that I start to think this girl, who is a friend but not girlfriend yet, that I am kinda seeing would see me because of money or free food, but not because she likes me.

Is it just me or this happened to everyone?
True for me right after (unless the girl is super good and starts cuddling right away). The problem is that recently it starts happening during the sex part :(.
 

lomotil

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Is it just me or this happened to everyone?
No it is not just you, it happens. If you want to continue to play and pay you should hone your skills on achieving sexual fulfillment without emotional attachment. Vincent Van Gogh cut off his ear most likely because he had an emotional attachment to a sex worker in a brothel.
 

Smallcock

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Find additional hobbies. In my spare time I research Coprolite. It's very satisfying.
 

Tashki

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Is it just me or this happen to everyone? Before you meeting the lady, you feel all excited like a fat kid on toonies Tuesday, but once you finish, you have this feeling, this emptiness, this loneliness, almost depression feeling. Is like everything that happened were fake, is just an illusion. Everything the lady said or do is because you were the paying customer, and you start questioning about everything in real life. Did your coworker really meant what s/he said? Or s/he just saying that because s/he works with you. Did your friends really meant what they said? Or they said it because that's what they think I wanted to hear?

Maybe I am over thinking it, but I can't stop feeling this way and it is getting worst and worst. Is up to a point that I start to think this girl, who is a friend but not girlfriend yet, that I am kinda seeing would see me because of money or free food, but not because she likes me.

Is it just me or this happened to everyone?
I've felt this way a couple times. I think first and foremost you need to ask yourself why you are hobbying in the first place. What's the specificality behind it? What's the missing puzzle piece that needs to filled into your life?

When I was a teenager I was really big into pornography, I have explored into this pornographic cyber rabbit hole on the internet and discovered what I was sexually into, and figured out the kinds of females I thought were visually appealing to me. I have discovered that i was into women with breast implants, fake long nails, heavy make-up, lip fillers, botox work on their face, brazilian butt lifts (or butt implants) basically any typical pornstar that you see on the top 10 most viewed pornstar on brazzers. Those were the kinds of women that I was into.

So whenever I approach women, I take a good look at her to see if she had her boobs done, Check to see if she has lip fillers and check to see if she gets her nails done. I appoach them and got rejected so many times; Maybe they didn't like me, Maybe she was telling the truth when she said that she had a boyfriend. I don't know but It frusterated me and the repeated rejections was psychologically damaging to me.

So I thought maybe I can meet these kinds of women where it doesn't matter if she likes me or if she is interested in me long as I like her? I thought: Hobbying

When to a MP, had a session with a really hot blonde chick that had her boobs done, work done on her face, had lip fillers and I felt like I was living my teenage dream. I got to spend time which a chick that looks like a pornstar and I don't have to worry about her liking me I was so happy.

So basically what I am saying is I think you need to book sessions with SW's that can REALLY scratch your itch. Figure out the type of chicks you like and stick to those one's only so you don't feel empty. I booked an SP once where she had natural tits and her nails weren't even done. I felt emotionless after the session. I wasn't fullfilled. Chicks with the pornstar look fulfill me so I never have to feel empty again.
 

black booty lover

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Exact opposite for me. Before busting my nut, sometimes I have all the feelings of insecurity and sadness that I can't have this totally hot women every day. After I unload, (I guess cause all the sexual tension comes out) I feel great. Like no stress anymore. After a while, it's starts to build up again, then I see my SP, it goes away, and the cycle starts all over again.
 

Mishman527

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I feel fantastic after cumming but when I look at my empty wallet, I feel foolish and sad. I could have used that money to buy groceries for a whole week, or donated it to charity for starving children, or bought my mom a birthday gift. Instead, my sexual needs have always come first and it's shameful.

But we are meant to feel these ways, and to contract painful STIs, because we are living in sin.

The way forward is obvious. Accept God into your heart. Attend church where you will meet other kind, caring, God-fearing females with whom you can start a meaningful life.
Holy shit smallcock that was deep
 

faveone

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Is it just me or this happen to everyone? Before you meeting the lady, you feel all excited like a fat kid on toonies Tuesday, but once you finish, you have this feeling, this emptiness, this loneliness, almost depression feeling. Is like everything that happened were fake, is just an illusion. Everything the lady said or do is because you were the paying customer, and you start questioning about everything in real life. Did your coworker really meant what s/he said? Or s/he just saying that because s/he works with you. Did your friends really meant what they said? Or they said it because that's what they think I wanted to hear?

Maybe I am over thinking it, but I can't stop feeling this way and it is getting worst and worst. Is up to a point that I start to think this girl, who is a friend but not girlfriend yet, that I am kinda seeing would see me because of money or free food, but not because she likes me.

Is it just me or this happened to everyone?
No it is not just you and it's not uncommon for you to feel this way when you have a heavy emotional involvement with this girl. Look up the BDSM term 'sub drop' and I think that you will relate. I have felt this almost every time after I left from a date with the gal I have been seeing. Super excited before I get there, had an amazing time while I was there and then depressed when I left. My solution is going to be to break the emotional dependence by seeing many other SP's! Reviews forthcoming so stay tuned! ?
 

Fulldeck

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Definitely not! I pay for service and to be considered a worthwhile encounter must include cim. Anything less is a failure on the part of the provider.
 

Smallcock

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yermama

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The best feeling comes when your dick starts stinging a few days later because the prostitute was not clean.
 

bandit2238

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Is it just me or this happen to everyone? Before you meeting the lady, you feel all excited like a fat kid on toonies Tuesday, but once you finish, you have this feeling, this emptiness, this loneliness, almost depression feeling. Is like everything that happened were fake, is just an illusion. Everything the lady said or do is because you were the paying customer, and you start questioning about everything in real life. Did your coworker really meant what s/he said? Or s/he just saying that because s/he works with you. Did your friends really meant what they said? Or they said it because that's what they think I wanted to hear?

Maybe I am over thinking it, but I can't stop feeling this way and it is getting worst and worst. Is up to a point that I start to think this girl, who is a friend but not girlfriend yet, that I am kinda seeing would see me because of money or free food, but not because she likes me.

Is it just me or this happened to everyone?

Happens to me 90% of the time when I'm with a service provider or in an SA arrangement.
 

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That seems kind of blasphemous. We must deign to ALLOW God to speak to us? Seems like something he’d send plagues over.
Kanye is a lost and depressed man who lost his way after his moms passed...now all he is a Spirit Digger using gods ways to spread his corruption.

Kanye doesn’t care about gods people!
 

rhuarc29

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How I feel after is directly related to how good the session was. If it was incredible, I feel incredible. If it was shitty, I feel shitty. Makes things real simple.
 

Lifes2short

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Sex is a simple pleasure and is a human need. Don't mind fuck it with messed up religious bullshit just enjoy hopefully sharing an orgasm with a woman who also enjoys her sexuality!
 
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