This is not a review. It's in its entirety other than the name of the establishment being xxx'ed out. No, I didn't write this. He's a lurker that has never posted (I think....) here. I am still 'semi' in this. He is my colleague. It's a collective thoughts on his exit from this hobby. Unlike some of the other exit posts, I find this a little more genuine. I wish him good luck in the future. So here it is......in its entirety.....
So,
You know how sometimes you're in such a rush, your moving so quickly
and
you can't really digest what's happening and what's changing around
you?
Yea, so life can change in a flash and suddenly you're no longer the
person you used to be.
Life can move fast, in all respects, in every moment of every day.
There's days your running late and minutes after leaving the house,
once
you're on the road and off on your way, you think, look back and ask:
did I unplug the iron? It sticks in your mind - the iron - god what
about the iron? You the iron sits in your mind and even though if might
not burn down the house, it burns in your mind.
Being married can drastically alter all sense of self and one's
direction/perspective. It can leave you looking back - the iron burning
in the back of your mind. I ask myself at times: am I really done with
my past? So this Saturday, I went on a journey of self discovery, a
confirmation that there is closure to my past.
In any case, it was pleasant. I walked into xxxx xxxx. The
receptionist had the ladies come out and parade by me - each greeting
and introducing herself to me. There must have been at least 7-8 girls.
All very, very beautiful. So after they went by I spoke to the
receptionist, got some more info on the ones I was interested in and
made a selection. This whole process seemed very refined and
professional. As was the establishment - very clean, refined and
professional in appearance - not at all like the way the "scene" used
to
be say 5-6 years ago (when I last made a visit to such an
establishment). I think at this point, I realized the "experience"
would
never again be like it once was. There used to be a rush, a feeling of
danger and anticipation as you prepared to do something that society
frowns upon. This experience, on this day, seemed very straight forward
and unlike ones in the past. Perhaps it's just age and experience.
Having pushed myself to experience other, greater, risks (and the rush
that comes with them) in life, having the amazing emotional
relationship
with my wife and developed a new perspective; the anticipation, the
rush
was minimal. Also, I believe, that in the lives of most men, there
comes
a time they have had sufficient sexual experience; such that very
little
comes as a surprise or new stimulation (of course I will never
participate in S&M or some of the other crazy shit you see in those
Japanese porn vids). But I have had all sorts of women in all sorts of
ways.
My attendant was/is a very beautiful girl - Egyptian/Indian mix. About
5' 7", slim, tight body and nice natural breasts. She was amazing to
talk to and went out of her way to excite and stimulate. If you'd like
details - two shots, one on the table (Russian), one in the shower
(Italian with release on her back). I really enjoyed the massage.
Especially her rubbing my lower back. The rest, well it wasn't anything
new or exotic. As I said, I've had all sorts of women in all sorts of
ways. My favorite aspect of the session was simply in talking to the
attendant. I realized at this point, that I probably get more from
flirting with a beautiful woman then mechanically blowing a load all
over her.
The iron's unplugged. The past is the past. This has proven things are
different and I'm not missing anything. I look forward to the real
stimulations, the challenges in life.
Recovering sex addict
Hope you enjoyed that. civic82
So,
You know how sometimes you're in such a rush, your moving so quickly
and
you can't really digest what's happening and what's changing around
you?
Yea, so life can change in a flash and suddenly you're no longer the
person you used to be.
Life can move fast, in all respects, in every moment of every day.
There's days your running late and minutes after leaving the house,
once
you're on the road and off on your way, you think, look back and ask:
did I unplug the iron? It sticks in your mind - the iron - god what
about the iron? You the iron sits in your mind and even though if might
not burn down the house, it burns in your mind.
Being married can drastically alter all sense of self and one's
direction/perspective. It can leave you looking back - the iron burning
in the back of your mind. I ask myself at times: am I really done with
my past? So this Saturday, I went on a journey of self discovery, a
confirmation that there is closure to my past.
In any case, it was pleasant. I walked into xxxx xxxx. The
receptionist had the ladies come out and parade by me - each greeting
and introducing herself to me. There must have been at least 7-8 girls.
All very, very beautiful. So after they went by I spoke to the
receptionist, got some more info on the ones I was interested in and
made a selection. This whole process seemed very refined and
professional. As was the establishment - very clean, refined and
professional in appearance - not at all like the way the "scene" used
to
be say 5-6 years ago (when I last made a visit to such an
establishment). I think at this point, I realized the "experience"
would
never again be like it once was. There used to be a rush, a feeling of
danger and anticipation as you prepared to do something that society
frowns upon. This experience, on this day, seemed very straight forward
and unlike ones in the past. Perhaps it's just age and experience.
Having pushed myself to experience other, greater, risks (and the rush
that comes with them) in life, having the amazing emotional
relationship
with my wife and developed a new perspective; the anticipation, the
rush
was minimal. Also, I believe, that in the lives of most men, there
comes
a time they have had sufficient sexual experience; such that very
little
comes as a surprise or new stimulation (of course I will never
participate in S&M or some of the other crazy shit you see in those
Japanese porn vids). But I have had all sorts of women in all sorts of
ways.
My attendant was/is a very beautiful girl - Egyptian/Indian mix. About
5' 7", slim, tight body and nice natural breasts. She was amazing to
talk to and went out of her way to excite and stimulate. If you'd like
details - two shots, one on the table (Russian), one in the shower
(Italian with release on her back). I really enjoyed the massage.
Especially her rubbing my lower back. The rest, well it wasn't anything
new or exotic. As I said, I've had all sorts of women in all sorts of
ways. My favorite aspect of the session was simply in talking to the
attendant. I realized at this point, that I probably get more from
flirting with a beautiful woman then mechanically blowing a load all
over her.
The iron's unplugged. The past is the past. This has proven things are
different and I'm not missing anything. I look forward to the real
stimulations, the challenges in life.
Recovering sex addict
Hope you enjoyed that. civic82
