Dear TrivialPursuits
Definition of trivial:
1. of very little importance or value; insignificant: Don't bother me with trivial matters.
2. commonplace; ordinary.
3. Biology. (of names of organisms) specific, as distinguished from generic.
4. Mathematics. a. noting a solution of an equation in which the value of every variable of the equation is equal to zero.
b. (of a theorem, proof, or the like) simple, transparent, or immediately evident
I suggest that #1 applies to your opinion.
#2 equates to your existence!
#4 applies to you as a person, namely, equal to zero!
As others have noted, you need professional help! And not with your golf swing! Get a life and quit obsessing over this 17 year old girl...what, she didn't reply to your email? Or is this a racial thing, her being part Asian?
I pity the people you actually know, if this is your reaction to someone whom you will never meet!