i know man,
that's why I said earlier that Muay Thai was too "ambitious" for me
there are also 2 problems with boxing or punching as I see it
1) if you punch the wrong place like anywhere on the skull (accidently) you can break bones in your hand. it acctually hapened to me when i was a kid. not fun
2) you knock the guy out and he falls and hits his head on the paivement or sidewalk ledge, he can DIE.
I dont want to kill anyone, just choke them out
if I was boxing someone I would probably go for a liver shot
I also know that in real life or deth situation the best punch would be to the throat, game over if you can do it
I just find Jiu Jitsu as an elegant and coordinate set of moves, looks great when someone does it well
or maybe I'm turning gay from all the transitioning going on nowdays and just want to roll with men