Hello Gentlemen this is Jessica. I did not want to join the review board at first because i feel this is where clients come and discuss the providers... fine.. cool.. i can accept that... but its a whole different story when individuals come here and make up stories (noone in this thread). i have read some of the reviews and i actually dont know what to say. I guess thats why im here. To those who have seen me and felt unsatisfied with my performance i apologize. I only wish you'd communicate with me as i am still a person with a voice and not just a "provider". Had you spoken to me there and then, im positive you would not have left feeling unsatisfied.To those who are contemplating on seeing me, my best reccomendation to you is take everything you read here with a grain of salt. and im here now, so you can talk to me, personally, ask me WHATEVER you'd like.. i notice they got that private msg box
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However, Im realizing people arent very honest here and will say anything here because they are upset and want to get "even". I have ppl who threathen to write reviews to get their way and i find that very unfair and low. Im not sure how other girls work, but for me, im VERY big on respect and manners. I have been disrespected, robbed, assulted by many of you guys who took advantage of my kindess and i can admit my guards are very very very up. But this is scary. Its hard to give your all when your paranoid the person your with is going to do something to you.. after a few visits, I'm more comfortable with you and can trust you alot more than i did the first time you walked through my door.
To everyone, I'm sorry all you get to see is negative reviews on me because I've had amazing experiences and moments with some of my clients. And have grown to care for some as friends. In my defense, what you guys fail to understand, is no two people are the same. Neither will the experience be. I'm not sure how you guys judge a person based off of this. You and I could have a very strong intimate experience, while him and i... may not get a long. Who's right? who's wrong? no-one. two ppl, two different experiences. I also find it rather unfair to say my bj are robotic or mechanical.. im still trying to understand what that means that so i can find a solution. i do not know what you what want or what you like, i have absolutely no clue. I have met ppl who want absolutely no conversation and when i force it on them, get very upset and then i have ppl who want to talk but because the person before you didnt want conversation im still stuck in that mode. This experience is for you. You have to communicate with me so i can understand you, so i can give you what you want. Some ppl only want to be cuddled, some straight to it. Some just wanna talk, some dont.
Please keep in my mind, we BOTH are just meeting each other and we both dont know what to expect. I cant go back in time, but im here to those who felt like i did them wrong, to apologize. And for those who have not seen me... I realize that as a service provider theres room to improve and i promise you it will get done. Im only 20 and im still learning and trying to understand.
I can honestly say i do care. I spend alot of time with you guys and i have shared alot of intimate moments and truthfully im happier when i know you guys are satisfied. With me, all you have to do is ask.. whatever you want because chances are... im gonna say yes to whatever you want... as long as its safe. Im not a bad person, nor am i bitch, or rude, or deattached, if anything my problem is i care to much. Well hopefully to those ive pisst off can take my humble apology and to those who havent, give me a chance to prove myself.
PS. i did not throw flowers at that guy. if your interest in hearing my version i replied to his thread as well. And Sir i wasnt upset you asked back for the money. I gave it back to by choice. I was upset because you wasted my time and was very disorganized and you made me uncomfortable with why you were even here, that bothered me because thats the only the second time ive seen you. The moment i see someone unsure in my room, i think their here to rob me, normally thats how it starts. I apologized for the misconfusion.. but id rather be safe than sorry.
