Has anyone ever had the smallest nervous shakes that come with the many years and years and years of pushing and pushing and pushing to get what you really want in life, which will require a massive change of lifestyle, is about to finally happen? I mean actually about to happen?
I just have to push just a little bit more, but not much more.....I feel like I got it! My last round of this "push" was so hard, it wasn't like hitting my business opponents with a baseball bat (where it would go "bang") but with an iron ball attached to a metal chain and it went ***WANG***! It was so massive that even I'm shaking from it! I've been banging the bat for months, but this one I could feel the snap! I hit them so, so, so hard and I'm still hitting them!
Everything fell into place, from inside the box, outside the box, AND around the box!! Can't say what it is, but this push has had a serious impact on my hobby life for the past months....so maybe that's it (NOT)! However, I think I got what I want! Man, it's right on the line.
Anyone want to add some thoughts of similar situations? Does that nervous shake (real small like a vibrator inside my body) really the result of a massive positive change about to happen in my life? Anyone?
Gyaos Baltar
I just have to push just a little bit more, but not much more.....I feel like I got it! My last round of this "push" was so hard, it wasn't like hitting my business opponents with a baseball bat (where it would go "bang") but with an iron ball attached to a metal chain and it went ***WANG***! It was so massive that even I'm shaking from it! I've been banging the bat for months, but this one I could feel the snap! I hit them so, so, so hard and I'm still hitting them!
Everything fell into place, from inside the box, outside the box, AND around the box!! Can't say what it is, but this push has had a serious impact on my hobby life for the past months....so maybe that's it (NOT)! However, I think I got what I want! Man, it's right on the line.
Anyone want to add some thoughts of similar situations? Does that nervous shake (real small like a vibrator inside my body) really the result of a massive positive change about to happen in my life? Anyone?
Gyaos Baltar