It’s been almost 5 months since I last booked an escort; it’s been 7 years and a few months since I last had validational sex (sex by genuine desire from the woman).
When I started hobbying, I loved the fact that there’s an access to a plethora of gorgeous women just by making a text or a phone call and I never had to worry about the women actually liking me back. I could receive companionship without the worry of being in a relationship with them. All I cared about if they looked good to me, I didn’t care about their personality. It was actually pretty awesome.
Ive participated in this hobby long enough to realize that some of these women that I have met in this industry are actually really nice people. Aside from how good or bad they gave me head or how well they rode my cock, I considered asking some of them out (unpaid) or at least remain friends at the bare minimum but as soon as the session time is up, None of us owe us anything and they don’t care about me anyways.
Which is why I am trying to step back in the dating marketplace. The more I try to date, the more I grew envious of the men who have been in and are in current relationships with my ex-regulars as well as escorts in general. Escorts are the ones who give validational sex to their boyfriends. Every other man has to pay for their companionship except for their boyfriend. Other men have to pay her If they want to go on a vacation trip with her except for their boyfriend. Their boyfriends figured out a way to get them to like them back without them asking for a donation.
What makes me so envious of men being in a relationship with an escort any different than men being in a relationship with a woman that doesn’t escort? It’s because they know how to upkeep their beauty maintenance (Boob Job, Long fake nails, BBLs, Lip fillers, Botox on face). Some also own stiletto heels and stripper outfits which are the kind of women that I like.
When I started hobbying, I loved the fact that there’s an access to a plethora of gorgeous women just by making a text or a phone call and I never had to worry about the women actually liking me back. I could receive companionship without the worry of being in a relationship with them. All I cared about if they looked good to me, I didn’t care about their personality. It was actually pretty awesome.
Ive participated in this hobby long enough to realize that some of these women that I have met in this industry are actually really nice people. Aside from how good or bad they gave me head or how well they rode my cock, I considered asking some of them out (unpaid) or at least remain friends at the bare minimum but as soon as the session time is up, None of us owe us anything and they don’t care about me anyways.
Which is why I am trying to step back in the dating marketplace. The more I try to date, the more I grew envious of the men who have been in and are in current relationships with my ex-regulars as well as escorts in general. Escorts are the ones who give validational sex to their boyfriends. Every other man has to pay for their companionship except for their boyfriend. Other men have to pay her If they want to go on a vacation trip with her except for their boyfriend. Their boyfriends figured out a way to get them to like them back without them asking for a donation.
What makes me so envious of men being in a relationship with an escort any different than men being in a relationship with a woman that doesn’t escort? It’s because they know how to upkeep their beauty maintenance (Boob Job, Long fake nails, BBLs, Lip fillers, Botox on face). Some also own stiletto heels and stripper outfits which are the kind of women that I like.
