Thanks guys for the support I really appreciate your inputs and thoughts. This really helps me appreciate the fact that I am not crazy for thinking this alone. Where else would I go and ask? Better for me to get help from the people who have had experiences. I also appreciate the personal messages and how you can relate to what Im going through? Bobbiz and stillroaming how am I trolling exactly? I'm a little tipsy so my feelings are accelerated and I am a lonely guy just trying to make a living hoping to find happiness? Leave me the fuck alone man seriously, why the fuck would I troll, If I was trolling I would Personal message you guys and bug you? Did I do that? No I didn't! I love pussy and sex just as much but this one pussy got into my fucking HEad! Okay???!!