Why is that :
Bear with me here, I don't know if I can explain this very well,
But, when you hop around from girl to girl with no attachment, you feel no pressure.
In my history of messing around sometime into marriage, have somehow always found a way to get into relationships, whether with other married women, single women, SP's or MP's.
I tend to treat them really well and care for them, but this causes you to somehow end up paying a price.
Sometimes, just wish I could walk away, but I can't.
Into it deep once again.... truely truely care for this one.... too much.... this is the one , nothing else even comes close, but man the price it plays on you personally and your emotions, etc. is heavy.
If you are one of those people who don't get drawn in like I do, you will not know what's it's like to be so drained.
Don't get me wrong, it's great, but, how shall I put this, tiring physically?
Bear with me here, I don't know if I can explain this very well,
But, when you hop around from girl to girl with no attachment, you feel no pressure.
In my history of messing around sometime into marriage, have somehow always found a way to get into relationships, whether with other married women, single women, SP's or MP's.
I tend to treat them really well and care for them, but this causes you to somehow end up paying a price.
Sometimes, just wish I could walk away, but I can't.
Into it deep once again.... truely truely care for this one.... too much.... this is the one , nothing else even comes close, but man the price it plays on you personally and your emotions, etc. is heavy.
If you are one of those people who don't get drawn in like I do, you will not know what's it's like to be so drained.
Don't get me wrong, it's great, but, how shall I put this, tiring physically?
