I started to see MAs after a period of significant depression leading to suicidal thoughts after a relationship crisis with my wife. My wife is the love of my life since we were 17 and I'm not going to go through more details on what happened. I never cheated on her or touched another woman before and until our relationship gets really bad.
Eventually, I realized that I kept myself and my needs to the last after family needs and I wasn't appreciated at the end.
Back to the MAs, I have seen like a dozen of girls which the sessions were enjoyable but cold and nothing special. Then I met with an interesting one. She was away for couple of months and I catch her in her first day of work...it was an hour session but I couldn't get enough from her, I was starving for intimacy and proximity and she delivered it all and even cum in my hand. It was to intense and hard for me not to get attached to her smile, scent and intelligence, let alone her killer body. Simply irresistible. It is like I'm under some kind of spell!
It crosses my mind several times a day and I'm dragged to keep seeing her even to a dinner dates...inside of me I know that I'm just wasting time and money and this will lead to nothing, specially that she is almost half of my age. I want to get rid of that need for her...what should I do?
Eventually, I realized that I kept myself and my needs to the last after family needs and I wasn't appreciated at the end.
Back to the MAs, I have seen like a dozen of girls which the sessions were enjoyable but cold and nothing special. Then I met with an interesting one. She was away for couple of months and I catch her in her first day of work...it was an hour session but I couldn't get enough from her, I was starving for intimacy and proximity and she delivered it all and even cum in my hand. It was to intense and hard for me not to get attached to her smile, scent and intelligence, let alone her killer body. Simply irresistible. It is like I'm under some kind of spell!
It crosses my mind several times a day and I'm dragged to keep seeing her even to a dinner dates...inside of me I know that I'm just wasting time and money and this will lead to nothing, specially that she is almost half of my age. I want to get rid of that need for her...what should I do?
