I was once addicted to this hobby for 6 years. Ended up falling in love with MPs and SPs. Lost tons of money. Lost my sanity. It was a devastating experience.
All the carnal pleasures which I was so smug about at the time feels cheap and vulgar.
It's been two years since I saw a sex worker of any kind.
I met a wonderful woman who I fell in love with. She doesn't know my past. My past still haunts me.
If I could do it all over again, I would not have started this hobby. You can make back the lost money but my soul still feels bruised and empty.
It will be a long journey back to my more innocent past.
All the carnal pleasures which I was so smug about at the time feels cheap and vulgar.
It's been two years since I saw a sex worker of any kind.
I met a wonderful woman who I fell in love with. She doesn't know my past. My past still haunts me.
If I could do it all over again, I would not have started this hobby. You can make back the lost money but my soul still feels bruised and empty.
It will be a long journey back to my more innocent past.