Dark Chimera said:
I am intrigued to learn more about what a Terbite is.
I have heard they live in the dark and eat the slough that molts from humans.
Best way to find out is to take a poll (they are so easy to do , informative and nutritious as well.)
I am a Virgin Terbite -- hence my alias Virgin John.
Darn Chimera said:
So here goes:
Are you religious and, if so, how do you justify being a Terbite?
Yes, I am a Christian. I just go on this discussion board and get off on the pics and descriptions of people's reviews of escorts. The concept here is that I'm going on a head-on collision with for chastisement for this path since I'm in a depressed state of mind. The Bible says the Lord loveth whom He chasteneth and corrects. I await to see what such chastening will be if a path of deliberate sin is pursued, because I already feel chastened on the fact I don't have a girlfriend because of my c0ckblocking parents. So, I'm responding to that by coming on sites like this and doing what I'm doing.
Darn Chimera said:
When some asked Jesus what the greatest commandment was he replied:
There are only two commandments:
1 Love the Lord thy God with all your heart, all your mind, etc
2 Love thy neighbour as thyself.
That is it. No conflict there.
If you love the Lord your God then you will not have sex with other women you are not married to since you are commanded to be married to whomever you have sex with. Big conflict.
I have failed here because I exist here. While not having sex with anyone, I'm lusting after reviews and pics and using a fleshlight (debatable violation of Matthew 5:28 -- not to lust after women -- but debatable). However, I have life very hard with women and therefore self-pity myself and have, out of pity, allowed myself to exist here as a release for the frustrations in normal life.
Will God still love me and understand me while I'm on here? The only variable sins is masturbation and viewing pics I'm not supposed to look at. This is not as serious as going with anyone. It's light stuff. After all, I have needs and cant get married to anyone -- even the Bible acknowledges that people have needs and should get married -- but if you cant get married, then what?
So yeah, my existance represents a struggle between sexual repression, issues of faith, and extremes such as viewing reviews between escorts and clients and seeing pics.
It's good you mentioned this thread. I was just masturbating on escort Cheryl. She's really good doggie-style, I like seeing her breasts move as I hump her from behind and slapping her butt. I hear from her reviews she loves doggie-style too. Then I saw this thread here -- so this is why I did this.
I also pray to God to remove my sex-drive sometimes, so that I wont be interested in porn. He has not answered those prayers. It's my fine-print. At least I'm trying.