Ok... here's the situation. I could have started dating two different women recently. Instead, I ended up not calling either of them again. At first, my work schedule increased, so I kept putting it off. Then I realized, I didn't want to go through the hassle of the whole dating scene again. I also didn't particularly like the idea of having to spend money on them without the guarantee of getting some at the end of the night.
I actually chose to continue with the hobby for its convenience, variety, lack of committment/relationship hassles and the fact that I could control it - instead of going for something real that could actually lead to something meaningful. A few years ago, I would have opted for the relationship hands down. Now, I'm finding it increasingly difficult to put any effort into getting laid. Perhaps this hobby has taken its toll. The thing is, If it wasn't for the easy availability of escorts, I would be actively pursuing a relationship.
Any thoughts??
