A devastating update and a sad farewell of sorts

[Greek Monique *retired]

I know several of you have sent me messages and emails and I am sure text messages as well. I had hoped that I would be able to win my fight to stay alive. I'm sitting here in bed a broken woman. My once beautiful hair has vanished, my curves having been eroded to the point where I now weigh less than 100lbs, and every day being worse than the last. I am told I have weeks to live and my heart is broken as an angry past client revealed my past work to my family. On the bright side, I can pass away in peace, I can hold my head high that I fought as hard as I could.

love you all... Monique

 

[JackBurton]

I'm sorry to hear all that. While we never knew each other, I feel for you and I wish you peace and light through your transition. Most sincerely, Jack.

 

[scdave2003]

Sorry for being outed, hope your final days are peaceful without pain and suffering.

 

[freedom3]

I never met you, but I am very sad to read your post. When my grandfather died, at the eulogy, the priest said: "All that lives, must die. May he rest in peace". I took a lot of comfort from that.

From your reviews, I know that you have added tremendously to many people's lives. You have a lot to be proud of.

 

[Titalian]

I am truly sorry to hear that

 

[thumper18474]

May God grant you the strength of eagles wings to carry you on your journey
May He grant you the faith and courage to fly to new heights and beyond
And may He grant you the wisdom to rely on His spirit to guide you on your journey..

Peace and Godspeed ...
Thumper

 

[too2shy]

Monique, may your last days be filled with those who love you. Soon this and any anger will be left behind. People will remember you for what they loved about you, and that's all that matters. Best wishes. God bless.

 

[piano8950]

We never met, and I'm at a loss to say something meaningful that might help. But I can't help but admire your spirit after you said this -

On the bright side, I can pass away in peace, I can hold my head high that I fought as hard as I could.

 

[demien2k5]

Monique! I will forever cherish the memories of our times together, and will hold the care, sincerity, trust, and affection you offered me as priceless. I will always remember you as you were when we met - forever young, beautiful, desirable, and so sweet - rich in experience, yet shy, hesitant, and self-conscious nonetheless. I remember the sheer exhilaration of meeting you for the very first time as if it were yesterday, as I remember your smile and laugh as we shared an afternoon's fun together. Thank you for these precious gifts! Much love~ Demien

 

[D-Fens]

The song "Show Must Go On" by Queen makes me think of you. I didn't post the song on here because I don't know if it would be appropriate but I'm sure anyone can look it up.

I never met you but I wish you are surrounded by loved ones and your transition is peaceful and without pain may you also find dignity and strength... At this point it doesn't matter if your family knows about your work. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You brought tremedous joy to a lot of people's lives and from the bottom of our hearts we thank you.

 

[Titalian]

, I can hold my head high that I fought as hard as I could.

love you all... Monique

Monique !!!, DON'T STOP, what ever you do, DON"T STOP !!!!

 

[pablice]

Stay strong Monique! You are in my heart tonight and hope you keep your head high. There is nothing to be ashamed of, be proud of your life and the people that you affected in a positive way!

 

[Imperius]

So sorry to hear this Monique.

As unfortunate as the situation is, I hope you draw strength from your family (surprised/shocked/confused as they might be at the revelation of your former work) and realize that you are still loved by them, regardless of your former work or current physical state. It might be hard for some of them to show it, but it's true.

While this revelation might be shocking to them, with the cards "on the table", it could also be an opportunity to connect honestly and sincerely with those who are willing to do so. Use these last weeks/months to find the joy in these (re)connections. That's what all of us should do, regardless of how much time we have left.

 

[dallassomething]

Stay strong Monique! You are in my heart tonight and hope you keep your head high. There is nothing to be ashamed of, be proud of your life and the people that you affected in a positive way!

what he said.

aw fuck, this upsets me.
you were and are wonderful to many a wondering, searching and lost spirit. you gave us moments of clarity and grounding. and of escape, as only great people and artists can.

 

[GPIDEAL]

Dear Monique,

I was hoping that you would rebound after the time you took off. It seems so sudden and way too quick. I'm very sorry to hear the prognosis, but hope for a miracle. I found the sympathy card that you gave me on the passing of my dad, and it made me think of you. You are a considerate lady with a big heart, and so brave to come out here to give us your send off. I will keep you in my prayers and in my thoughts. Your memory will never die.

May the posts here comfort you each day, and give you strength & encouragement.


Sonnet 55 - by William Shakespeare

Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme;
But you shall shine more bright in these contènts
Than unswept stone, besmeared with sluttish time.
When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
And broils root out the work of masonry,
Nor Mars his sword nor war's quick fire shall burn
The living record of your memory.
'Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
Even in the eyes of all posterity
That wear this world out to the ending doom.
So, till the judgment that yourself arise,
You live in this, and dwell in lovers' eyes.

 

[wigglee]

Despite Peter Mackay's Bible tainted delusions, your profession is not only honourable, but is a very positive force in our society. Touch and intimacy are healing and erotic physical pleasure is satisfying and invigorating. Judging by the responses here, you are obviously a provider who also shared kindness , sweetness and respect. Thankyou.

 

[Titalian]

Despite Peter Mackay's Bible tainted delusions, your profession is not only honourable, but is a very positive force in our society. Touch and intimacy are healing and erotic physical pleasure is satisfying and invigorating. Judging by the responses here, you are obviously a provider who also shared kindness , sweetness and respect. Thankyou.

Hear Hear !!!

 

[Titalian]

Dear Monique,

Although we have not met, I am compelled to express my deepest sympathy and empathy for you. I sense your beautiful, passionate and sensual spirit is courageous and strong willed. I encourage you to not give up your good fight. Life is sacred and you obviously have left an everlasting great impression with many friends and family. I wish we could have shared some beautiful memories of our own together. You looked so stunning and amazing in your pictures. Even though you say you have withered away, we all know that such a beautiful spirit cannot die and simply fade away. Stay beautiful and shine on. Take comfort from loved ones and friends. Our prayers are with you. Take care my dear.
You are an angel in the hearts of many. :angel:
God bless.

Incredible !! I don't know what to add? Other then be strong (The human spirit is very strong, this is your life !!!)

 

[justfor]

I am deeply saddened by your post. I have never met you but, as a human being to another, I wish you all the best and that you have the strength to fight on - with your head held high. Remember, miracles do happen and they happen when you least expect them.

Good luck, Monique, you are in my thoughts. Please ignore the moron who broke your heart - he's not worth it. Put all your energy in giving this a good fight.

 

[Aardvark154]

Dear Monique, we have never met, but I am so sorry to read your post. May your coming weeks be filled with tranquility and love. Lord, you know the secrets of our hearts; shut not your ears to our prayers.