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Retirement
- Thread starter clementinemonster
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No, keep it to yourself because if you are like me, I have tried to retire many times and kept getting the urge as I love lying naked with beautiful young girls and now that I have not 81, I will not stop until I am not physically able or an MPa refuses me because of my age. Just keep on trucking. LOL.
I will make it my goal to fuck an SP on that wall.
I had a little vacation from here (not my choice ,
). In that time of reflection, I saw one regular and it was our last time. I didn't tell her but she sensed something was wrong and asked me (seen her a bout a dozen times). I told her I was trying to quit this. We talked for about an hour. I was her last appointment and she said she didn't have to go anywhere, so we showered and got dressed and sat in the living room. She got me a drink (non alcoholic) and we sat and talked. She went on about how she appreciated me being a good client and how I listened to her with her own issues. She said I would make someone a good partner. "Yeah, but not for you". "I'm not ready for one" she said and I snapped out of my selfish comment. And therein lies one of the issues. Getting attached to some degree. And fighting that off by fucking as many women you can because there's always another bus coming (to get stabbed on 
).In the last month, she's been my only session. Where I've been known to have 2 or 3 per week. With the time regained, I've been able to concentrate on more of my hobbies. More of the things that bring me longer feelings of satisfaction. Being banned from here (for however long the mods had me standing in the corner) has also made me realize that posting here and reading all the rhetorical threads, wasn't that missed although I have popped in a few times since I was allowed back on the 25th, I skim and see the same things day after day;. "Yeah, she was awesome, got DFK, DATY, BBBJ, CIM... highly recommend, treat her well...." Blah blah blah... I'm not saying it's pathetic, but it just isn't for me right now. I'm more interested in things in the lounge, but I can also get that on Reddit; but you guys can be fun
So my friend @clementinemonster , I think I'm on a good road and I hope you are too. And maybe we can inspire others who are on the ropes, to take that leap of faith. We're worth it.
Don’t mention to her she’s one of many you’re saying goodbye to.
Slow clap for this one. I'm back from a week long vacation and vacation from the board I guess too and it felt GREAT. I felt like I was getting addicted to this board, having it up on the side of my ultrawide monitor while working and refreshing to see any new posts whenever I'm not in a meting or doing work... You have inspired me and I also agree with the same ol' sh*t on here with the reviews, only to go see a new girl and be disappointed and default back to my regulars. And as you, I feel like I'm getting too close and connected to them and so I will too start having my last sessions with them. Not sure I'll get the nice closure talk like you, since I rarely see SPs on their last shift (my schedule just allows better for morning/noon visits). Hope you're doing well on your road to quitting and maybe I'll catch you at the lounge for some non-SP chats! Maybe one day drinks are on me!I had a little vacation from here (not my choice ,
In the last month, she's been my only session. Where I've been known to have 2 or 3 per week. With the time regained, I've been able to concentrate on more of my hobbies. More of the things that bring me longer feelings of satisfaction. Being banned from here (for however long the mods had me standing in the corner) has also made me realize that posting here and reading all the rhetorical threads, wasn't that missed although I have popped in a few times since I was allowed back on the 25th, I skim and see the same things day after day;. "Yeah, she was awesome, got DFK, DATY, BBBJ, CIM... highly recommend, treat her well...." Blah blah blah... I'm not saying it's pathetic, but it just isn't for me right now. I'm more interested in things in the lounge, but I can also get that on Reddit; but you guys can be fun
So my friend @clementinemonster , I think I'm on a good road and I hope you are too. And maybe we can inspire others who are on the ropes, to take that leap of faith. We're worth it.
Cheers!!!
Most permanent retirements from the hobby probably result from death, acquisition of an incurable STI, an expensive divorce, or getting canned following a corporate merger.
