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all I meant to say is that it can get physically exhausting for me as I provide a lot of deep tissue massages. Massage is very labour intensive. Talking all day is also exhausting, not sure if you have a job where you have to be talking to people all day but I do even as a hairdresser your talking all day everyday and that can be exhausting some days. Then, dealing with people that are rude on the phone, knowing they are being rude and insulting simply to try and hurt me. Most guys are normal and know better then to act and behave like a school yard bully but some don't. Or they do know better but willfully and consciously decide to use abusive language anyway. They project their self hatred onto me thru their text messages. They wouldn't dare say it to my face like I've asked them to a few times. They'd rather hide behind a screen and text me abusive messages in hopes that they are affecting my mental health. That's pretty sick that a human being takes pleasure doing that to another fellow human being. I would never do that. I've always been the one to stick up for others. I got into it with a woman at the mall the other day cuz I seen her yelling at her 5yr old daughter when I walked out of a store then she hauls off and hits her really hard across the face after poking her in the cheek numerous times. My blood started to boil watching her mistreat her child and I went off, I publically shamed her telling her she was a child abuser and a bully in front of everyone, she wanted to fight me.she said 'ya wanna go?!' I said nah I'm not going to fight a child abuser but I am going to call the police so u have cas show up on your doorstep for a welfare check on your daughter cuz if ur comfortable hitting your child like that in public I can only imagine what you do to her when your behind closed doors. I have kids of my own and I've never laid a hand on them the way u just did. So I called the police they wanted a description of the woman and where she was going so I had to follow her thru the mall til they got all they needed from me in terms of description, she got on an escalator picked her kid up and ran out of the mall. So that's just me, sticking up for others, I can't see myself being a bully or harassing another human the way some of these guys try to bully and harass me. I just can't wrap my head around it. They get some sick pleasure out of it tho that's why they keep doing it. MentaI derangement syndrome is real and I have to deal with a lot of strange characters in this industry. Like I've mentioned before, Ive had my fair share of stalkers, guys driving by my place to see if I'm there, staking me out, watching me from the street, going thru my personal belongings, riffling thru my paperwork, walking around my neighborhood, or just not wanting to leave, writing me love letters, asking me out to be in a relationship, marriage requests, the list goes on. It's just a lot to deal with so that's all I meant by my above statement.