What would you do? I have feeling you would be jumping the first ship out of here as well. I certainly wouldn’t believe you if you said you would stay.
Me? I wouldn’t have an issue with staying but I will fully admit I have no significant combat skills, I am not in the fighting shape so I would be useless and would probably die on the front lines if sent there. I would suggest that I would be better suited elsewhere. Maybe in aid. Communications, stuck me in front of computer, information searching, Packing, organizing, cooking, anything around camps and stuff. I would do my best and do my share.
But I have said before and will say again, I have lived. I have resolved issues in my life. If I died in an accident tomorrow, I’m good. I have my death letters already written. And I update them with time. So stuck me anywhere. At least dying protecting my country is honourable. So I’d be cool with going out in a bang.