In your own mind you're a winner, like the crazies in psychiatric hospitals that think they're Napoleon...on Terb most see you as a loser..a bully...a stalker. That's why people react and tell you off. You lose arguments and rather than backing off you lie and switch things around and then point fingers.
Admitting when someone is wrong is what differentiates men from the boys, you continue with your silly grudges like a little baby... you never admitted you were wrong on Terb about anything and probably never will...that's why you're a child, that probably never grew up.