I'm not a huge hobbyist. I dip my toe in about once a year just as a stress reliever and there have been times I've went years without seeing a provider. But when I do, I've always enjoyed it and never thought twice about it.
I have a two-part issue I need some feedback on. I treated myself just before Christmas to a girl working at an agency. She was perfect (for me) in pretty much every way. I asked her if it would be possible to get her personal phone number. She agreed and we've seen each other about 10 or 12 times since. It would likely be more if I didn't have work/family commitments and she didn't have some personal issues (see below).
Here's the problem: in growing attached I've learned some very intimate details about her. How she was trafficked into the industry, the abuse she's suffered and the fall-out (mostly drug related). It breaks my heart knowing this stuff about her. You would NEVER know this stuff about her just seeing her once and judging by the reviews on this site of her (there are just a few but she was apparently widely reviewed and had quite a following a few years ago when she was known by a different name) it's pretty obvious that guys have seen her have no idea as well.
Basically, the first part of my issue is reconciling me seeing her and enjoying my time with her - the sex, the conversation, the company. Am I not effectively contributing to her issues and holding her back from getting her life back together?
Secondly, I'm attached, there is no denying it. I'm not so foolish to actually think that she is going to not see other clients but I find myself feeling uncomfortable that she does. It's crazy. Basically, I'm seeking advice from guys who have been down this road before.
Any advice is appreciated. You can either PM or simply respond.
Thanks.
I have a two-part issue I need some feedback on. I treated myself just before Christmas to a girl working at an agency. She was perfect (for me) in pretty much every way. I asked her if it would be possible to get her personal phone number. She agreed and we've seen each other about 10 or 12 times since. It would likely be more if I didn't have work/family commitments and she didn't have some personal issues (see below).
Here's the problem: in growing attached I've learned some very intimate details about her. How she was trafficked into the industry, the abuse she's suffered and the fall-out (mostly drug related). It breaks my heart knowing this stuff about her. You would NEVER know this stuff about her just seeing her once and judging by the reviews on this site of her (there are just a few but she was apparently widely reviewed and had quite a following a few years ago when she was known by a different name) it's pretty obvious that guys have seen her have no idea as well.
Basically, the first part of my issue is reconciling me seeing her and enjoying my time with her - the sex, the conversation, the company. Am I not effectively contributing to her issues and holding her back from getting her life back together?
Secondly, I'm attached, there is no denying it. I'm not so foolish to actually think that she is going to not see other clients but I find myself feeling uncomfortable that she does. It's crazy. Basically, I'm seeking advice from guys who have been down this road before.
Any advice is appreciated. You can either PM or simply respond.
Thanks.