So I'm a happily married guy. Great girl, pretty, decent sex life (perhaps a little too "normal"). I love spending time with her. I have never had an affair, and have no interest in having one.
In my work life, I am honest, ethical and trust-worthy. In fact, in a survey my employer did recently, my clients all felt that they trusted me. My word is my bond. I'm kinda old-school that way. I do deals worth hundreds of thousands of dollars on a handshake. I'm a fucking Rotarian for Christ sake...
So why is that every week or two I'm off to the rub 'n tug or a SP or maybe even the VIP... I have no interest in quitting this hobby, but the only time I think about it is when I think about what it would do to the Missus if she found out. I don't think she would dump me, but she would be "crushed". I "stop" hobbying once in a while to prove I can do it, and as soon as I am satisfied that I can, I go back to it!
I don't imagine I'm alone in this...
So what's with us? Are we just wired to be horn-dogs? Are we missing something in our lives?