A few...
A 269 - 269 tie outcome on Nov 4. I am very, very, very afraid of that.
That I will have to ultimately chose between being in the same country as my son and having a network of support from friends and family
That my son will grow up in a world just like his father, and his grandfather, and his great grand father, where some people will judge him for what he is before giving any consideration at all to who he is.
That I might one day totally lose my temper and seriously harm someone who hurts him...an ignorant, insensitive, racist school principal, for example.