Hello All,
Bascially, my question is whether I should go through with seeing an escort. While I dont think i find anything morally wrong with seeing one, I do have doubts and am uncomfortable with the idea. That being said, here is some background information.
I am 25 years old and not very sexually experienced. By that i mean that i have had lots of sexual encounters but have never actually had intercourse. In my younger days i never really dwelled on it as i figured it would just happen when it happens but now im in a bit of a weird situation because ive had lots of opportunities to have sex but i find some way not to do it for fear that i am not experienced enough for whoever my partner is and what she will think. If i tell her ive never had sex, it'll be weird and if i dont and go ahead with it she'll think i just suck at it or call me out on it. Im not sure which is worse.
As you can see my lack of experience is causing me some performance anxiety in that when things get sexual (non intercourse) i dont last very long and i subconsiously dont try to get to intercourse for the reasons mentioned above. If it was a matter of a one night stand i wouldnt care about what the other person thought about my experience or performance, but the problem is when i actually do meet someone special. Also, please dont respond by saying that someone special wont care about my experience or that im a virgin, its more about what i think of myself and my confidence.
So back to my question, should i see a couple escorts for "practice" and to finally get the virginity monkey off my back?
Thank You,
Any help would be appreciated.
Bascially, my question is whether I should go through with seeing an escort. While I dont think i find anything morally wrong with seeing one, I do have doubts and am uncomfortable with the idea. That being said, here is some background information.
I am 25 years old and not very sexually experienced. By that i mean that i have had lots of sexual encounters but have never actually had intercourse. In my younger days i never really dwelled on it as i figured it would just happen when it happens but now im in a bit of a weird situation because ive had lots of opportunities to have sex but i find some way not to do it for fear that i am not experienced enough for whoever my partner is and what she will think. If i tell her ive never had sex, it'll be weird and if i dont and go ahead with it she'll think i just suck at it or call me out on it. Im not sure which is worse.
As you can see my lack of experience is causing me some performance anxiety in that when things get sexual (non intercourse) i dont last very long and i subconsiously dont try to get to intercourse for the reasons mentioned above. If it was a matter of a one night stand i wouldnt care about what the other person thought about my experience or performance, but the problem is when i actually do meet someone special. Also, please dont respond by saying that someone special wont care about my experience or that im a virgin, its more about what i think of myself and my confidence.
So back to my question, should i see a couple escorts for "practice" and to finally get the virginity monkey off my back?
Thank You,
Any help would be appreciated.