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Ok...I have made love to the same woman ( and only her) for comming up to 19 years.
We met after High school, dated..fell in love..I took her Virginity..Got Married , bought House..and have two Young kids....
I love, her and always will..( and always have)
She is an excellent mother..a superb business woman..and my best friend.
Over the years sexual...encounters have ebbed an flowed..but as a rule been OK..never earth shattering..I belive I've tried to provide an atmosphere where sexual adventure was safe...(I'll admit only one side of the story..but my perception..nontheless)
But sex has been..Straightforward.
As I approach 40..I had hoped my desire would wane..but the last 5 years have seen an explosive increase In my horny-ness.
Wacking-off 4-5 times a day, porn...I still seem unsatisfied.
BTW I am not the type to pressure/conjole my wife ( Kids work..I know she's tierd) I will not force her!
In the last five years..I have Looked elsewhere..at SC and More recently at MP's. Simple HJ and BJ to relive tension. I have had the opportunity to "date" some very sexy..and I assume accomidating MILF's and Singles ( BY no means am I Hot...but I;m OK) I've turned down all approaches...I still inhearently think that the " love and tenderness" required for a real affair...Is the true "cheating"
Please understand...I am not pround..nor ashamed of what I have done,,It's just where I have said NO up until now.
Recently..I have thought..fantasized..about really spending some Sexual quality time with a SP.
I do not want to ruin my marraige or kids futures ..but my desire is for more than a quick HJ in a VIP booth.
So..I value your Input..TERB boys and TERB girls.
Can I enjoy a carnal romp with out F*****G up my good but somewhat humdrum life?
Are There any Escorts who understand where I am coming from and are willing to discuss with me how things work...and how they might help me...( I am Nervous as hell about this...)
Are there any TERB boys in the same situation as Diode?
A couple of rules Please....
I appreciate all input...but unless you have been married/toghther with you partner for more than 10 years..Please don;t say " You fucking married guys..what do you hobby for..If I was Married....." Yadayadayada:: I need Input from guys with life expierience.
I am resoved to make my own mind up..and won't do anthing I think is wrong..it;s just that what's wrong seems to change ..day to day.
Please don't critize me..I am just exploring options.
Thanks, A Heartfelt Diode
Ok...I have made love to the same woman ( and only her) for comming up to 19 years.
We met after High school, dated..fell in love..I took her Virginity..Got Married , bought House..and have two Young kids....
I love, her and always will..( and always have)
She is an excellent mother..a superb business woman..and my best friend.
Over the years sexual...encounters have ebbed an flowed..but as a rule been OK..never earth shattering..I belive I've tried to provide an atmosphere where sexual adventure was safe...(I'll admit only one side of the story..but my perception..nontheless)
But sex has been..Straightforward.
As I approach 40..I had hoped my desire would wane..but the last 5 years have seen an explosive increase In my horny-ness.
Wacking-off 4-5 times a day, porn...I still seem unsatisfied.
BTW I am not the type to pressure/conjole my wife ( Kids work..I know she's tierd) I will not force her!
In the last five years..I have Looked elsewhere..at SC and More recently at MP's. Simple HJ and BJ to relive tension. I have had the opportunity to "date" some very sexy..and I assume accomidating MILF's and Singles ( BY no means am I Hot...but I;m OK) I've turned down all approaches...I still inhearently think that the " love and tenderness" required for a real affair...Is the true "cheating"
Please understand...I am not pround..nor ashamed of what I have done,,It's just where I have said NO up until now.
Recently..I have thought..fantasized..about really spending some Sexual quality time with a SP.
I do not want to ruin my marraige or kids futures ..but my desire is for more than a quick HJ in a VIP booth.
So..I value your Input..TERB boys and TERB girls.
Can I enjoy a carnal romp with out F*****G up my good but somewhat humdrum life?
Are There any Escorts who understand where I am coming from and are willing to discuss with me how things work...and how they might help me...( I am Nervous as hell about this...)
Are there any TERB boys in the same situation as Diode?
A couple of rules Please....
I appreciate all input...but unless you have been married/toghther with you partner for more than 10 years..Please don;t say " You fucking married guys..what do you hobby for..If I was Married....." Yadayadayada:: I need Input from guys with life expierience.
I am resoved to make my own mind up..and won't do anthing I think is wrong..it;s just that what's wrong seems to change ..day to day.
Please don't critize me..I am just exploring options.
Thanks, A Heartfelt Diode