Here we go..’ll try not to make this too long.
I’m 32 years old now and have been in this hobby for 13 years now. I once had somewhat of an idea how many SP’s I’d seen, but I truly have no idea anymore. If I had to guess though I’d say it’s 50+…maybe even 100+. I stopped counting a long time ago.
I grew up with strict, religious parents and was raised pretty sheltered. I was involved and excelled in many sports, but hardly went out to parties and stuff until I turned 18. I had a few girlfriends and always had girls liking me, but those relationships never turned sexual. Due to me being a pussy really at the time and being self conscious. I watched LOTS of porn growing up and thought I had a small dick, so I was afraid of having sex with any of these girls. I had lots of confidence otherwise from my involvement with sports, but sexually my confidence wasn’t there.
Fast forward to 2012, I moved from my home country to live in Canada. I was a 19 year old virgin and still had girls being attracted to me, but was too scared to make any serious moves. I said fuck it…I’m gonna go see an escort.
My first experience was with this slim, hot blonde who was in her 30’s. I probably came after the 4th stroke. It actually took everything in me to not cum during the BJ. I have a high sex drive and short refractory period so I was able to go again in no time. This time it was a marathon, I came after 10-12 strokes max. This experience really helped me overcome my fear of having sex as the experience was positive although it barely lasted any time.
I didn’t see another SP again until about 6 months after. This time was much different. She was also a slim, hot blonde, who was the same age as I. We went 4 rounds in the hour and both had a blast. When the session was over, she asked me if I’d like to meetup sometime outside of work. It caught me off guard, but I agreed and we hooked up several times for about a month before she left to go live in Alberta and that was that.
This session is what really boosted my sexual confidence and took away my self consciousness of thinking I had a small dick that couldn’t satisfy any woman I’d have sex with.
I took a long break from seeing SP’s and got into the dating arena and eventually a relationship. That ended about 2 years later and I was back to seeing SP’s again. I dated casually here and there, but the drama and rollercoasters in relationships is something I don’t like dealing with.
I also really love Asian girl, due to their petite, well toned physiques and usually being submissive. In the dating arena I’ve had some luck with them, but not as much. As a black guy, I just don’t have as much luck with them. So this is the true reason I continue to hobby as I can fulfil that fantasy for a price. These days I only ever see Asian SP as they’re my pretence.
Confession: I’ve never seen a black SP before, I’ve dated and hooked up with a couple in my regular life, but just not my cup of tea.